I'm........HAPPY
Ok, I'm awake now. Last night I went and saw Ashley, we went to Mike and Viv's. Then we went to the Chasco thing again. I got fucking hit in the face with a fucking branch on the hangglider thing and it prolly didn't help that I was a wee bit stoned either. :P But then Mike and Viv left and me and Ashley just kinda walked around and talked and stuff, then we headed back to her house. We sat outside on the dock for a while and she told me (I don't remember EXACTLY but I'm pretty sure it's damn close) "With everything that's been going on with us lately, it's making me realize how much I really do love you" After she said that I just sat there for a second and then started crying. I've never cried because I was happy before, not in my 18 years of being alive. All I know is that I'm very happy and even with everything that's gone on between us and I'm still happy, I believe I could be happy with her forever. So then we went inside and ate and watched Jeepers Creepers 2. I only saw part and I was falling asleep anyway. But then I came home and fell on my couch and passed out for about an hour. Woke up, checked my computer (Email, website, journals, etc.), smoked 2 cigs, talked to a few people then went back and passed out again.