You've Got Everybody Watching as You Hit the Ground
So... wow... the last couple days have just been INSANE. I think my emotional and mental state is definitely disturbed. Wednesday was cool. I worked. But I didn't die and my soul wasn't even crushed.
Then, yesterday... I dunno... it was good in lot of ways. I actually can't remember what we did. Wrote, I think. A lot. Yeah, that. Then I kinda crashed last night. Wore myself out bike riding. Then the pit swallowed me and I got all weird and paranoid while I was trying to sleep. Storm coming on didn't especially help, I guess. Like a constant rumble of thunder and some pretty scary lightning. Like I said, I was just getting weird and paranoid. I even almost called my boyfriend.... at like one in the morning... when he had to work the next day. And then I was depressed like a lot of today. But I seem to be okay now. So whatEVAH. I know. Gosh. I'm schizophrenic and possibly insane.
Things are good now. Tomorrow's the start of the weekend, so heaven only knows. And Sunday I work so CRAAAAAAAP.
Then, yesterday... I dunno... it was good in lot of ways. I actually can't remember what we did. Wrote, I think. A lot. Yeah, that. Then I kinda crashed last night. Wore myself out bike riding. Then the pit swallowed me and I got all weird and paranoid while I was trying to sleep. Storm coming on didn't especially help, I guess. Like a constant rumble of thunder and some pretty scary lightning. Like I said, I was just getting weird and paranoid. I even almost called my boyfriend.... at like one in the morning... when he had to work the next day. And then I was depressed like a lot of today. But I seem to be okay now. So whatEVAH. I know. Gosh. I'm schizophrenic and possibly insane.
Things are good now. Tomorrow's the start of the weekend, so heaven only knows. And Sunday I work so CRAAAAAAAP.