"I miss knowing I'm not being useless because there's nothing productive I can do. "
A SECOND ENTRY IN 2 DAYS. I'M BACK KIDS! oh, and i got like 15 people who clicked the link in my away messaage yesterday and came here, but not a single one left a comment. geuss it was just a lil to long.
So after reading anna's lj post i got caught up in writing a really long comment about it. i couldnt help it, it's a topic i feel strongly about. i wont copy her post, but i will paste my comment here so i dnt have to repeat myself. it's pretty much self explanitory:
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i'm usually the one always talking about how much i want to be 10 again. i really loved reading this post because most of it is the exact things i thought and said last year. I still do, but i'm kinda starting to get used to this whole growing up thing by now. I took college now for Intro to Business, it was a good class, but i had a good teacher and obviously not as much school related stuff going on as you do. It really doesnt save you much in the long run because alot of the classes they teach arent in the core college curiculum anyways so it's just an extra class on your college transcript.
about upstate.. i saw a picture today somewhere, i think leo's meetspot profile, where he was sitting and you can see the otradnoye walls in the background. the ones with the pictures of deer and stuff. and i sat there thinking about how much i loved sleeping in and then waking up and just staring at the pictures on the walls until i heard people outside and decided it was time for a shower. it really does feel good to do nothing without having to worry about something better that you could be doing. we'll get you up there somehow this summer. even if it is just for a weekend, and even if we do have to pretend we're going for a college open house =]
and i really shouldnt be this detailed in comments cause this is gonna be a huge one, but i also wanna mention that your list was pretty dead on.
dont worry, eventually you'll get so caught up in the good things that come out of it that it wont even bother you anymore. and eventually there's gonna be less and less classes to take.
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yep, so thats that. we're the next generation, and it's gonna be BIG.. or at least i am =]
in other news, i got most of the things i need done today. waiting desperatly for vacation, TGIF tommora. i need to get away again, even though i still didnt unpack my suticase completly from dominican, but i just feel like i need another vacation.
this vacation is prolly gonna be spent catching up with things i need to do, lots of driving, and chillin wit people who i've been promising to see since summer ended. including some who i didnt even realize that i was supposed to chill with after summer ended. lol.
i'll update if anything else comes to mind. actually there's lots that comes to mind, just nuttin i feel like puttin up.
So after reading anna's lj post i got caught up in writing a really long comment about it. i couldnt help it, it's a topic i feel strongly about. i wont copy her post, but i will paste my comment here so i dnt have to repeat myself. it's pretty much self explanitory:
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i'm usually the one always talking about how much i want to be 10 again. i really loved reading this post because most of it is the exact things i thought and said last year. I still do, but i'm kinda starting to get used to this whole growing up thing by now. I took college now for Intro to Business, it was a good class, but i had a good teacher and obviously not as much school related stuff going on as you do. It really doesnt save you much in the long run because alot of the classes they teach arent in the core college curiculum anyways so it's just an extra class on your college transcript.
about upstate.. i saw a picture today somewhere, i think leo's meetspot profile, where he was sitting and you can see the otradnoye walls in the background. the ones with the pictures of deer and stuff. and i sat there thinking about how much i loved sleeping in and then waking up and just staring at the pictures on the walls until i heard people outside and decided it was time for a shower. it really does feel good to do nothing without having to worry about something better that you could be doing. we'll get you up there somehow this summer. even if it is just for a weekend, and even if we do have to pretend we're going for a college open house =]
and i really shouldnt be this detailed in comments cause this is gonna be a huge one, but i also wanna mention that your list was pretty dead on.
dont worry, eventually you'll get so caught up in the good things that come out of it that it wont even bother you anymore. and eventually there's gonna be less and less classes to take.
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yep, so thats that. we're the next generation, and it's gonna be BIG.. or at least i am =]
in other news, i got most of the things i need done today. waiting desperatly for vacation, TGIF tommora. i need to get away again, even though i still didnt unpack my suticase completly from dominican, but i just feel like i need another vacation.
this vacation is prolly gonna be spent catching up with things i need to do, lots of driving, and chillin wit people who i've been promising to see since summer ended. including some who i didnt even realize that i was supposed to chill with after summer ended. lol.
i'll update if anything else comes to mind. actually there's lots that comes to mind, just nuttin i feel like puttin up.