Remote control leh?!??!
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Somehow, I don't know what to think. Part of me just wants to distrust him totally like what I would normally do, but the rest of me just doesn't care and somehow understands his little predicament.
I've been playing mini movies (starring myself) in my head lately.
She's walking alone, enthusiastic for life, full of optimism, but always unlucky in love. She's loved and lost, and loved and lost again, but that doesn't bring her down. She doesn't condemn herself yet, she knows there's still hope. She believes the reason that she hasn't been as lucky as she would want to is because she hasn't found the right one yet. And then (insert name of current crush) comes by and she thinks that he might just be the one.
(Insert escapade with beforementioned crush)
When the escapade ends, she's walking alone again.
Play. Pause. Rewind. Play.
I'm more resilient that I would believe.
Let me see. *Counts*
Ah. Never mind.
Things come, things go, shit happens. I used to want to cut off all form of communication with the outside world on the 30th of June and boycott every single Starbucks. Then I started dreading the 11th of every month.
Now, the only thing I'm looking forward to is the 15th of October. (My birthday lah. Duh. :P)
Sentimality wasn't ever really one of my strongest points. I remembered and held on to whichever that was convenient. The rest, I let go. I'm sorry if I offend, I bear no intent of doing so, that's the way I am. I told one of the people above to not apologise for who they are (at the same time feeling sorry for who I was towards him. Yes, the hypocrite in me bares its ugly little head).
I'm sick of being unlucky. I don't want to be waiting. But everytime somebody interesting comes along, I get distracted.
WHAT THE KUALI IS WRONG WITH ME WEI?!?!?!?!?!
Ahaha. I bet THAT was unexpected. :P
Somehow, I don't know what to think. Part of me just wants to distrust him totally like what I would normally do, but the rest of me just doesn't care and somehow understands his little predicament.
I've been playing mini movies (starring myself) in my head lately.
She's walking alone, enthusiastic for life, full of optimism, but always unlucky in love. She's loved and lost, and loved and lost again, but that doesn't bring her down. She doesn't condemn herself yet, she knows there's still hope. She believes the reason that she hasn't been as lucky as she would want to is because she hasn't found the right one yet. And then (insert name of current crush) comes by and she thinks that he might just be the one.
(Insert escapade with beforementioned crush)
When the escapade ends, she's walking alone again.
Play. Pause. Rewind. Play.
I'm more resilient that I would believe.
Let me see. *Counts*
Ah. Never mind.
Things come, things go, shit happens. I used to want to cut off all form of communication with the outside world on the 30th of June and boycott every single Starbucks. Then I started dreading the 11th of every month.
Now, the only thing I'm looking forward to is the 15th of October. (My birthday lah. Duh. :P)
Sentimality wasn't ever really one of my strongest points. I remembered and held on to whichever that was convenient. The rest, I let go. I'm sorry if I offend, I bear no intent of doing so, that's the way I am. I told one of the people above to not apologise for who they are (at the same time feeling sorry for who I was towards him. Yes, the hypocrite in me bares its ugly little head).
I'm sick of being unlucky. I don't want to be waiting. But everytime somebody interesting comes along, I get distracted.
WHAT THE KUALI IS WRONG WITH ME WEI?!?!?!?!?!
Ahaha. I bet THAT was unexpected. :P