a year

May 08, 2004 02:06



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i never ever get anything cool!! well ladies and gentlemen can i have your attention please. i would like to bring up the subject of me coming back to montgomery soon. alot of people havent even fucking notice that i have even left! just remember i am better than you because 1: been making money for the past two year! 2: i have traveled more than most of you! 3:i went to a different country 4: i havent lived or seen my parents for about two years!! 5: the last reason is that i get paid to blow up shit because that what the army wants me to do!!.

last year about this time i was worring about going to korea! at a tower 1250 feet above sea level i started to think about how korea would be. at this time last year we have just entered a conflict with iraq, korea said they have nuclear weapons and people in the states were freaking out about fucking that whore jessica lynch. a hero my ass!! shes just another whore that happened to put a rank in fornt of her name then use the army's name as a last. lets get back to the subject of me being 1250 feet above sea level. as i was sitting there i just realized that i have spent a year in a unit that was able to be deployed. and now i was going to one of the most forward unit in the world. and for all those who have been in a plane and hate heights you start to wonder why the hell would i worry about something like that. but this just so happened to be another part of my military career.

around the time we got the ten minute call it hits me. it because this is my life. i seriously thought at the time i was put in this world to cheat death. after getting slapped on the ass i thought again to myself that how can i cheat death since im not invincible. and why am i so scared about doing something that i did yesterday. so a grab for my st michaels medal. green light go!! so i run to the door and jump out. one thousand two thousand three thousand four thousand!! my chute opens and i start to flout to the ground. how the hell can anyone be afraid at something as much as jumping out of an airplane. well maybe because im not a fool. the ones that are not afraid do not love their lives and probably have nothing to live for. well besides the point is i get the sakes no matter what i do.

may 25ish 2003 i touch down in osan korea. never been here before and probably would want to leave here soon. a new private in a new country hell a new unit at that. so i sat there in this room with about 200 other soldiers wondering why the hell did i get sent here. its because im apart of some master plan. i dont know what it is but i now im apart of it. well the sargs threw us on buses and told us to get the hell up to the 2ID. the most forward deployed soldier in a war zone before iraqi freedom. everything that my father worried about was coming true. i was in a place that most of the people hated americans. next to alone that they hated the fact that we are ready to fight when ever we have to. i got put in a unit where they seemed to send all the guys that no one wanted. at first it was hard to fit in because nothing was ever the same day after day. after about seven months i got comfortable with the guys i worked with but a little to late. they started to leave one by one. one by freaking one they left me behind. some went to units that went to iraq and thank you god for keeping them safe. some have gotten into trouble and we probably wont see them again. and some are still there in iraq just waiting for their number. lets just say i hope they over stay their welcome and just get sent home. its scary to think that if i was suppose to go would i have been the deciding factor on whether my unit lived or not? either way one by one they left. that last person for the original charlie team left this past tuesday. and my number is coming up soon.

i have been freakin out lately just because of the simple fact that i havent seen my family in almost two years. i have been away for two years. i havent talked to someone normal face to face in two years. and its tough because i cant explain army issues with you if you havent been in. i think mostly what im saying is that im not ready for another change in my life. i havent lived in civilian land for so long and im just worried about how i will act. but hell only time can tell with me.

12 days and a wake up and im back home to civilian country. i hope to see you there!!
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