pretty shitty
eh... things were going decent for a while today. I sat around until Jay got out of school, and we hit up the trails. I didn't kill myself, and made it half way decent through the downhill rythm and the small rythms. We then got the shovels and started to fix the shit up, and we added a step up for the third jump in the small set. Got a bunch of misquito bites. O well. Trails rule. After, went to kung fu, and mistakening told Michelle it ended at 6:30. Here's where it goes downhill. I get back, and now Michelle doesn't want to hang out, and it's 9. 2 and a half hours late. I tried calling before hand, but couldn't get a hold of her. After sitting and killing myself over it, I can see how someone would be just a little pissed when they wait for someone for two hours and a half. Fuck man...I'm such a screw up. Then I find out since I did so shitty this last school year, that I don't get a discount on my car insurrance. AHHHHHH fuck. I can't deal with this. I'm such a fuck up. Well, not only did I screw myself, I probably made Michelle feel like shit, and with that, it brings me farther down into my shitty ass mood. Fuck...