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so it turns out that i did not get the zurich internship. apparently, one of the other candidates had more experience in the field that they were looking for. =/
this sucks. i really wanted that damn internship too. i think its cuz the interview process has taken so long and i began to have expectations for the summer. they were going to pay me 15 dollars an hour and i would be working full time. so that means that i would be able to get enough money to get a new cell phone and maybe a laptop. but i cant .. because i have no job, which means no money for me. fuck. now i dont know what to do over the summer. im going to end up being a bum during the summer .. laying down and watching tv the whole day every day. now my options are to either find a job at a mall or something, or to go to summer school at berkeley or skyline. im really not confident about finding a job anymore so i think i might try to sign up for a class at berkeley or skyline.
dammnit. im soooo tired of school though. stupid homework, readings, midterms, and finals. i really just wanna chill off that but i guess i have no choice now cuz no internship for me.
i guess its for the best. the position was a marketing one and i dont think i really wanna do marketing in the future. i really want to do consulting and none of the consulting firms even wanted to interview me this year. so i guess what i have to do now is make that resume a lot better so that next year, ill be able to impress some consulting firms and hopefully be able to get a job with one of them. fuck .. that is a long shot though and i dont know if itll happen. and for me to make that resume better, i definitely need to find some sort of job this summer. i just dont know how because i have tried before and none of them seem to call me back. or if i follow up on my application and call them, they seem to want someone with cashier experiencee or something. its like a no win situation. how can i get work experience when i cant even get work? *sighh*
anyone know of any openings?
this sucks. i really wanted that damn internship too. i think its cuz the interview process has taken so long and i began to have expectations for the summer. they were going to pay me 15 dollars an hour and i would be working full time. so that means that i would be able to get enough money to get a new cell phone and maybe a laptop. but i cant .. because i have no job, which means no money for me. fuck. now i dont know what to do over the summer. im going to end up being a bum during the summer .. laying down and watching tv the whole day every day. now my options are to either find a job at a mall or something, or to go to summer school at berkeley or skyline. im really not confident about finding a job anymore so i think i might try to sign up for a class at berkeley or skyline.
dammnit. im soooo tired of school though. stupid homework, readings, midterms, and finals. i really just wanna chill off that but i guess i have no choice now cuz no internship for me.
i guess its for the best. the position was a marketing one and i dont think i really wanna do marketing in the future. i really want to do consulting and none of the consulting firms even wanted to interview me this year. so i guess what i have to do now is make that resume a lot better so that next year, ill be able to impress some consulting firms and hopefully be able to get a job with one of them. fuck .. that is a long shot though and i dont know if itll happen. and for me to make that resume better, i definitely need to find some sort of job this summer. i just dont know how because i have tried before and none of them seem to call me back. or if i follow up on my application and call them, they seem to want someone with cashier experiencee or something. its like a no win situation. how can i get work experience when i cant even get work? *sighh*
anyone know of any openings?