Dec 17, 2004 16:29
Haha. People have big mouths.
I dunno, I'm just in a really pissy, bitchy, sarcastic mood right now.
Kinda pissed off at Mike... actually a lot.
We never fight, we usually get along really good.
But today he just.. UGH.. I
don't understand people sometimes. Especially how he chooses to
judge me. Oh yea, he told me he doesn't judge me.
Bullshit. If he didn't he wouldn't be saying I'm gonna leave him
just like everyone else. But if he wants to think that, then
whatever. I don't need to argue with someone about what kind of
person I am. Then he just seems to put all the blame on me.
"Oh you don't call me, you don't talk to me." Yea I fucking do.
And one of his friends said I
kiss everyone because I kissed Torren. WOOPIE FUCKING DOO!
Kisses can mean so many different things. I could kiss my mother,
it just means I care about her. I could kiss.. a friend (just say
Krista), it doesn't mean I like her.
But if he doesn't want to be friends anymore, oh well.. I guess we're not. I'll just be losing another friend.
ANYFUCKINGWAYS..
Last night was my chorus
concert. It was good. Jimmy, Torren, and Krista came there
to see me. Ryan was there and I gave him hugs :). It was
weird having Jimmy there.. I just didn't want him to go because I
thought he might find it boring.
Speaking of Jimmy, that's
another person that doesn't understand me. I try to tell him
stuff and he just doesn't get it. Whether it be my feelings or
something I said.. whatever. And by what it seems, he's "back to
the way he was." As he puts it.. whatever the fuck that
means. He's an asshole again, I guess? Meanwhile I don't
understand what the hell he's saying half the time.. I say one thing
and he just changes it into another.
Sorry if I'm being harsh,
rude, blunt, whatever the fuck you want to call it. I'm not in
the mood to lighten things up.
One thing I am looking forward
to is seeing Jeremy tomorrow. He's always fun to be with.
And I don't get pissed off at him.. and he understands me. ^-^
So yea, I also skipped school
today.. yay. I consider being rested and taking a break a lot
more important than school.. I can make up whatever I missed.
One last thing.. I fit into my dryer. ha :P
<3 Vicki