Nov 16, 2002 09:59
Wow. it really is great to be back online. I've talked to quite a few people that i have really missed. Wish i could work up some courage to talk to some i dont usually talk to. i'm such an ass. oh well?
things with david and i have been very rocky. but the best thing about it all is that he's still here!!! we're still together and still trying to fix things. neither of us is going to give up anytime soon. sometimes i really wish i could, but i know i cant. i love him much too much to do that. and today is our 3 month marker. i'm so happy he's mine. no matter what's going on, i'm still happy - because of him. -sigh- yay!!! XD i almost can't believe we've made it this far. with all the shit that's happened with us, me being how i am - i know this is real love. if it wasn't i guarantee u, we wouldn't be together anymore.
school is great. altho im having a really hard time going. it seems even if i sleep all night, soundly, im not getting enough sleep. i feel so run down all the time. i'm not exactly sure why. but oh well. i love this school, the work is different. sometimes it feels so hard, but most of the time its just me being lazy. XD yup im cool. lol. i have quite a few friends and i love them all. hehe. they're all really bad ass. and im still making friends by the day. its great. there's so many people to meet here at this school. and even being there for about a month and a half already, i still haven't even SEEN everyone. i love it. lol. ^retard^.
i'm not sure i should even be writing right now, but i am. i don't know what to talk about really. um.... -thinks- nope can't come up with anything. i guess i'll just go now. XD <3 l8r everyone!!!! someone please comment!!!! lol
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
This song's for David!!!