I AM SO HAPPY
He wrote me a song. lol
i want you to know that i mean every word...
elle
It's ok you can wake me just another bad dream anyway
while your here cant you stay a while and let me see that smile one more time
Ill pay the price to say I love you, to look into your eyes
If it all just fades away At least its all been worth it and out of all those
who will breathe today youre the only one whos perfect
is it ok for me to say that ill love you anyway
cause i dont care what past you wear as long as you still care
and i just need to hold you now..
hehehehehehheehhehee. ok, now read this conversation. omg. im gonna die :DD
Phijital (4:42:42 PM): hey
x sic nobody x (4:42:45 PM): hey :D
x sic nobody x (4:43:15 PM): ack.. im all giddy :D
Phijital (4:44:03 PM): did ya get your song?
x sic nobody x (4:44:10 PM): yup
x sic nobody x (4:44:13 PM): i responded to it :p
Phijital (4:45:25 PM): i meant it
x sic nobody x (4:46:03 PM): ..sorry its a blond moment, and my heart is beating a billion mph, so help me understand EXACTLY wut u meant :p
Phijital (4:49:01 PM): i menat that im giving you my heart and my word
Phijital (4:49:10 PM): and i want to know if you can love me
x sic nobody x (4:49:25 PM): do u want my honest to god truth?
Phijital (4:49:37 PM): as always:-)
x sic nobody x (4:49:44 PM): well ive been trying to figure a way to tell u this.. but
x sic nobody x (4:49:51 PM): hm... god. lol
x sic nobody x (4:50:11 PM): well... the thing is
x sic nobody x (4:50:22 PM): yeah i can
x sic nobody x (4:50:23 PM): lol
x sic nobody x (4:52:44 PM): and u really think u can love me?
Phijital (4:56:53 PM): without a doubt
x sic nobody x (4:57:01 PM): i think ur nuts :D
x sic nobody x (4:57:28 PM): wait... without a doubt?
Phijital (4:57:44 PM): no doubts here
x sic nobody x (4:57:46 PM): how can u be so sure? -poke-
Phijital (4:58:14 PM): because im allready falling in love with you
x sic nobody x (4:58:59 PM): -falls over-
Phijital (4:59:50 PM): dont hurt yourself
x sic nobody x (5:00:24 PM): < being spastic
x sic nobody x (5:02:34 PM): -takes a deep breath- hehe.. um so how goes it?
Phijital (5:04:16 PM): best its ever been
Phijital (5:04:29 PM): even though i cant go home tonight:-)
Phijital (5:04:32 PM): you make it all o
Phijital (5:04:34 PM): ok*
x sic nobody x (5:04:45 PM): i feel like im gonna cry hehe
Phijital (5:08:12 PM): dont cry
Phijital (5:08:21 PM): i want to hold you so bad
x sic nobody x (5:09:09 PM): its a happy cry tho
x sic nobody x (5:09:10 PM): :p
Phijital (5:13:17 PM): well thats ok then:-)
x sic nobody x (5:13:59 PM): i really dont see wut u see in me, but i really love that u do see something..
Phijital (5:18:58 PM): not just something.
Phijital (5:19:13 PM): I see everything in you
x sic nobody x (5:19:27 PM): u see EVERYTHING in me?
Phijital (5:20:04 PM): everything ive always wanted
x sic nobody x (5:20:33 PM): :-[
Phijital (5:21:06 PM): ?
x sic nobody x (5:21:16 PM): just thinking sorry
Phijital (5:21:28 PM): thinking what?
x sic nobody x (5:21:33 PM): i cant say yet
Phijital (5:22:02 PM): sure you can
Phijital (5:22:07 PM): nothing can change how i feel
x sic nobody x (5:22:08 PM): no really.. i cant say just yet
x sic nobody x (5:22:34 PM): its nothing bad :D
Phijital (5:22:42 PM): hmm
Phijital (5:22:47 PM): what holds you back?
x sic nobody x (5:22:53 PM): timing...
x sic nobody x (5:23:06 PM): nothing else
x sic nobody x (5:23:10 PM): just timing
Phijital (5:23:25 PM): so whens the right time? :-)
x sic nobody x (5:23:35 PM): i dont know yet
x sic nobody x (5:23:42 PM): i'll know whenever it happens
Phijital (5:23:58 PM): what are you afraid of by saying
x sic nobody x (5:24:07 PM): im not afraid..
x sic nobody x (5:24:15 PM): i just need some time
Phijital (5:25:07 PM): thats fine with me
Phijital (5:25:11 PM): whatever you nee
Phijital (5:25:12 PM): d*
x sic nobody x (5:25:15 PM): :D
x sic nobody x (5:25:38 PM): i havent felt like this.. EVER
Phijital (5:25:40 PM): im kinda scared though
x sic nobody x (5:25:42 PM): y?
Phijital (5:25:52 PM): i havent either
Phijital (5:26:01 PM): just curious about what you cant say ;-)
Phijital (5:26:07 PM): im a curious guy
x sic nobody x (5:26:11 PM): :-) nothing to be scared about
x sic nobody x (5:26:12 PM): trust me :D
Phijital (5:27:41 PM): i trust you
Phijital (5:27:51 PM): still curious though :-)
x sic nobody x (5:30:11 PM): "When you look into my eyes, it's like dying 500 times. When you kiss my lips, I feel an overwelming drug enter my presence. If you say my name, I fall apart. After feeling your touch, I'm lost here now. Nowhere to go. Nothing left to accomplish. But when you utter those words, my world crumbles. And I float so high. So high that I can never come back down. And everything is perfect. Because we're in love."
Phijital (5:33:01 PM): I love you.
x sic nobody x (5:33:50 PM): "Will you let me be lost inside of your soul? Would you trap me there forever? Can I hold your heart in my hands? You don't know how badly I need this. The pain and agony have left me. I'm screaming at the top of heaven because I see you're standing here with me. I'll never leave you to hurt. I promise you this. My world will crash into the bottomless pits of hell, and I'll still hold your hand. I'm ugly without you. You're my lifes completion."
x sic nobody x (5:35:00 PM): =-O
Phijital (5:35:12 PM): wow :-)
Phijital (5:35:15 PM): i love it
x sic nobody x (5:35:29 PM): im sorry.. u set me free for a moment and it just came out
Phijital (5:35:31 PM): and i love you
Phijital (5:35:32 PM): and i mean that
x sic nobody x (5:35:41 PM): O.O
x sic nobody x (5:36:02 PM): OUCH
x sic nobody x (5:36:07 PM): that hurt :-( lol
Phijital (5:36:16 PM): hurt?
x sic nobody x (5:36:19 PM): i pinched myself :D
Phijital (5:36:33 PM): youre not dreaming
x sic nobody x (5:36:43 PM): r u sure? hehe
Phijital (5:36:46 PM): but i think i must be:-)
x sic nobody x (5:36:58 PM): well i wont pinch u.. that hurt :p
Phijital (5:40:50 PM): hey i have to go:-)
Phijital (5:40:56 PM): oops :-(
x sic nobody x (5:40:59 PM): "As long as you're holding my hand when I die, I can go on for an eternity being happy. I'll never let anything come between us and I'll promise you my best. What more can I say other than I'm speechless. I've lost my words. Feelings, but no words. A writer must have words to express. But to live happily, all I need is you.
Hold me closer to your chest. I can still hear your heart beating. The taste of your lips I can never forget. You'll remain in my heart forever. I swear that I'm falling, and when I land, I know you'll be there to catch me. So please, catch me now"
Phijital (5:40:59 PM): ya thats what i meant
x sic nobody x (5:41:11 PM): ..eh ok
x sic nobody x (5:41:17 PM): u want me to call at 8
x sic nobody x (5:41:19 PM): ?
Phijital (5:41:53 PM): pleeease:-)
x sic nobody x (5:42:11 PM): alright :D
Phijital (5:42:12 PM): i could read those all day
Phijital (5:42:18 PM): you write beautifully
x sic nobody x (5:42:20 PM): im not that great of a writer u know?
x sic nobody x (5:42:21 PM): lol
Phijital (5:42:40 PM): talk to you at 8?
x sic nobody x (5:42:44 PM): yes
Phijital (5:42:51 PM): do you believe me?
x sic nobody x (5:42:53 PM): i -will still- miss u
x sic nobody x (5:42:56 PM): about wut?
Phijital (5:43:02 PM): when i tell you i love you
x sic nobody x (5:43:16 PM): yes
Phijital (5:43:20 PM): i know it probably sounds superficial
Phijital (5:43:23 PM): but its true
Phijital (5:43:27 PM): and it always will be:-)
x sic nobody x (5:43:46 PM): how does it sound superficial?
Phijital (5:46:16 PM): i just thought you may have heard it before
x sic nobody x (5:46:26 PM): yes.. but i dont know wuts so different here..
Phijital (5:46:28 PM): and then found out otherwise
x sic nobody x (5:46:35 PM): but i actually believe u
x sic nobody x (5:46:44 PM): yes.. well.. eh
Phijital (5:46:45 PM): :-) good
x sic nobody x (5:46:53 PM): just dont show me otherwise :p lol
Phijital (5:46:59 PM): thats all i need to know
x sic nobody x (5:47:16 PM): im putting my trust in u. so dont let me regret it ok?
Phijital (5:47:36 PM): i wont
x sic nobody x (5:47:39 PM): :D good
Phijital (5:47:44 PM): love doesnt work that way
x sic nobody x (5:47:49 PM): :DDD
Phijital (5:48:04 PM): i shouldnt have said that online though ;-)
Phijital (5:48:10 PM): ill make sure to tell you on the phone
x sic nobody x (5:48:10 PM): lol
x sic nobody x (5:48:15 PM): :D
Phijital (5:48:22 PM): and later when i can look into your eyes again
x sic nobody x (5:48:42 PM): -giggles like a school girl-
Phijital (5:49:05 PM): mee too
Phijital (5:49:08 PM): jk :-)
Phijital (5:49:14 PM): gotta go !
x sic nobody x (5:49:17 PM): ok
Phijital (5:49:17 PM): talk to you at 8
x sic nobody x (5:49:18 PM): lol
x sic nobody x (5:49:24 PM): <33 i will still miss u
Phijital (5:49:32 PM): and ill miss you!
x sic nobody x (5:50:22 PM): tty at 8
Phijital (5:50:22 PM): but itll be better at 8 :-)
x sic nobody x (5:50:32 PM): yessir
Phijital signed off at 5:51:34 PM.
omg.. today has been so great. -falls over-
i want you to know that i mean every word...
elle
It's ok you can wake me just another bad dream anyway
while your here cant you stay a while and let me see that smile one more time
Ill pay the price to say I love you, to look into your eyes
If it all just fades away At least its all been worth it and out of all those
who will breathe today youre the only one whos perfect
is it ok for me to say that ill love you anyway
cause i dont care what past you wear as long as you still care
and i just need to hold you now..
hehehehehehheehhehee. ok, now read this conversation. omg. im gonna die :DD
Phijital (4:42:42 PM): hey
x sic nobody x (4:42:45 PM): hey :D
x sic nobody x (4:43:15 PM): ack.. im all giddy :D
Phijital (4:44:03 PM): did ya get your song?
x sic nobody x (4:44:10 PM): yup
x sic nobody x (4:44:13 PM): i responded to it :p
Phijital (4:45:25 PM): i meant it
x sic nobody x (4:46:03 PM): ..sorry its a blond moment, and my heart is beating a billion mph, so help me understand EXACTLY wut u meant :p
Phijital (4:49:01 PM): i menat that im giving you my heart and my word
Phijital (4:49:10 PM): and i want to know if you can love me
x sic nobody x (4:49:25 PM): do u want my honest to god truth?
Phijital (4:49:37 PM): as always:-)
x sic nobody x (4:49:44 PM): well ive been trying to figure a way to tell u this.. but
x sic nobody x (4:49:51 PM): hm... god. lol
x sic nobody x (4:50:11 PM): well... the thing is
x sic nobody x (4:50:22 PM): yeah i can
x sic nobody x (4:50:23 PM): lol
x sic nobody x (4:52:44 PM): and u really think u can love me?
Phijital (4:56:53 PM): without a doubt
x sic nobody x (4:57:01 PM): i think ur nuts :D
x sic nobody x (4:57:28 PM): wait... without a doubt?
Phijital (4:57:44 PM): no doubts here
x sic nobody x (4:57:46 PM): how can u be so sure? -poke-
Phijital (4:58:14 PM): because im allready falling in love with you
x sic nobody x (4:58:59 PM): -falls over-
Phijital (4:59:50 PM): dont hurt yourself
x sic nobody x (5:00:24 PM): < being spastic
x sic nobody x (5:02:34 PM): -takes a deep breath- hehe.. um so how goes it?
Phijital (5:04:16 PM): best its ever been
Phijital (5:04:29 PM): even though i cant go home tonight:-)
Phijital (5:04:32 PM): you make it all o
Phijital (5:04:34 PM): ok*
x sic nobody x (5:04:45 PM): i feel like im gonna cry hehe
Phijital (5:08:12 PM): dont cry
Phijital (5:08:21 PM): i want to hold you so bad
x sic nobody x (5:09:09 PM): its a happy cry tho
x sic nobody x (5:09:10 PM): :p
Phijital (5:13:17 PM): well thats ok then:-)
x sic nobody x (5:13:59 PM): i really dont see wut u see in me, but i really love that u do see something..
Phijital (5:18:58 PM): not just something.
Phijital (5:19:13 PM): I see everything in you
x sic nobody x (5:19:27 PM): u see EVERYTHING in me?
Phijital (5:20:04 PM): everything ive always wanted
x sic nobody x (5:20:33 PM): :-[
Phijital (5:21:06 PM): ?
x sic nobody x (5:21:16 PM): just thinking sorry
Phijital (5:21:28 PM): thinking what?
x sic nobody x (5:21:33 PM): i cant say yet
Phijital (5:22:02 PM): sure you can
Phijital (5:22:07 PM): nothing can change how i feel
x sic nobody x (5:22:08 PM): no really.. i cant say just yet
x sic nobody x (5:22:34 PM): its nothing bad :D
Phijital (5:22:42 PM): hmm
Phijital (5:22:47 PM): what holds you back?
x sic nobody x (5:22:53 PM): timing...
x sic nobody x (5:23:06 PM): nothing else
x sic nobody x (5:23:10 PM): just timing
Phijital (5:23:25 PM): so whens the right time? :-)
x sic nobody x (5:23:35 PM): i dont know yet
x sic nobody x (5:23:42 PM): i'll know whenever it happens
Phijital (5:23:58 PM): what are you afraid of by saying
x sic nobody x (5:24:07 PM): im not afraid..
x sic nobody x (5:24:15 PM): i just need some time
Phijital (5:25:07 PM): thats fine with me
Phijital (5:25:11 PM): whatever you nee
Phijital (5:25:12 PM): d*
x sic nobody x (5:25:15 PM): :D
x sic nobody x (5:25:38 PM): i havent felt like this.. EVER
Phijital (5:25:40 PM): im kinda scared though
x sic nobody x (5:25:42 PM): y?
Phijital (5:25:52 PM): i havent either
Phijital (5:26:01 PM): just curious about what you cant say ;-)
Phijital (5:26:07 PM): im a curious guy
x sic nobody x (5:26:11 PM): :-) nothing to be scared about
x sic nobody x (5:26:12 PM): trust me :D
Phijital (5:27:41 PM): i trust you
Phijital (5:27:51 PM): still curious though :-)
x sic nobody x (5:30:11 PM): "When you look into my eyes, it's like dying 500 times. When you kiss my lips, I feel an overwelming drug enter my presence. If you say my name, I fall apart. After feeling your touch, I'm lost here now. Nowhere to go. Nothing left to accomplish. But when you utter those words, my world crumbles. And I float so high. So high that I can never come back down. And everything is perfect. Because we're in love."
Phijital (5:33:01 PM): I love you.
x sic nobody x (5:33:50 PM): "Will you let me be lost inside of your soul? Would you trap me there forever? Can I hold your heart in my hands? You don't know how badly I need this. The pain and agony have left me. I'm screaming at the top of heaven because I see you're standing here with me. I'll never leave you to hurt. I promise you this. My world will crash into the bottomless pits of hell, and I'll still hold your hand. I'm ugly without you. You're my lifes completion."
x sic nobody x (5:35:00 PM): =-O
Phijital (5:35:12 PM): wow :-)
Phijital (5:35:15 PM): i love it
x sic nobody x (5:35:29 PM): im sorry.. u set me free for a moment and it just came out
Phijital (5:35:31 PM): and i love you
Phijital (5:35:32 PM): and i mean that
x sic nobody x (5:35:41 PM): O.O
x sic nobody x (5:36:02 PM): OUCH
x sic nobody x (5:36:07 PM): that hurt :-( lol
Phijital (5:36:16 PM): hurt?
x sic nobody x (5:36:19 PM): i pinched myself :D
Phijital (5:36:33 PM): youre not dreaming
x sic nobody x (5:36:43 PM): r u sure? hehe
Phijital (5:36:46 PM): but i think i must be:-)
x sic nobody x (5:36:58 PM): well i wont pinch u.. that hurt :p
Phijital (5:40:50 PM): hey i have to go:-)
Phijital (5:40:56 PM): oops :-(
x sic nobody x (5:40:59 PM): "As long as you're holding my hand when I die, I can go on for an eternity being happy. I'll never let anything come between us and I'll promise you my best. What more can I say other than I'm speechless. I've lost my words. Feelings, but no words. A writer must have words to express. But to live happily, all I need is you.
Hold me closer to your chest. I can still hear your heart beating. The taste of your lips I can never forget. You'll remain in my heart forever. I swear that I'm falling, and when I land, I know you'll be there to catch me. So please, catch me now"
Phijital (5:40:59 PM): ya thats what i meant
x sic nobody x (5:41:11 PM): ..eh ok
x sic nobody x (5:41:17 PM): u want me to call at 8
x sic nobody x (5:41:19 PM): ?
Phijital (5:41:53 PM): pleeease:-)
x sic nobody x (5:42:11 PM): alright :D
Phijital (5:42:12 PM): i could read those all day
Phijital (5:42:18 PM): you write beautifully
x sic nobody x (5:42:20 PM): im not that great of a writer u know?
x sic nobody x (5:42:21 PM): lol
Phijital (5:42:40 PM): talk to you at 8?
x sic nobody x (5:42:44 PM): yes
Phijital (5:42:51 PM): do you believe me?
x sic nobody x (5:42:53 PM): i -will still- miss u
x sic nobody x (5:42:56 PM): about wut?
Phijital (5:43:02 PM): when i tell you i love you
x sic nobody x (5:43:16 PM): yes
Phijital (5:43:20 PM): i know it probably sounds superficial
Phijital (5:43:23 PM): but its true
Phijital (5:43:27 PM): and it always will be:-)
x sic nobody x (5:43:46 PM): how does it sound superficial?
Phijital (5:46:16 PM): i just thought you may have heard it before
x sic nobody x (5:46:26 PM): yes.. but i dont know wuts so different here..
Phijital (5:46:28 PM): and then found out otherwise
x sic nobody x (5:46:35 PM): but i actually believe u
x sic nobody x (5:46:44 PM): yes.. well.. eh
Phijital (5:46:45 PM): :-) good
x sic nobody x (5:46:53 PM): just dont show me otherwise :p lol
Phijital (5:46:59 PM): thats all i need to know
x sic nobody x (5:47:16 PM): im putting my trust in u. so dont let me regret it ok?
Phijital (5:47:36 PM): i wont
x sic nobody x (5:47:39 PM): :D good
Phijital (5:47:44 PM): love doesnt work that way
x sic nobody x (5:47:49 PM): :DDD
Phijital (5:48:04 PM): i shouldnt have said that online though ;-)
Phijital (5:48:10 PM): ill make sure to tell you on the phone
x sic nobody x (5:48:10 PM): lol
x sic nobody x (5:48:15 PM): :D
Phijital (5:48:22 PM): and later when i can look into your eyes again
x sic nobody x (5:48:42 PM): -giggles like a school girl-
Phijital (5:49:05 PM): mee too
Phijital (5:49:08 PM): jk :-)
Phijital (5:49:14 PM): gotta go !
x sic nobody x (5:49:17 PM): ok
Phijital (5:49:17 PM): talk to you at 8
x sic nobody x (5:49:18 PM): lol
x sic nobody x (5:49:24 PM): <33 i will still miss u
Phijital (5:49:32 PM): and ill miss you!
x sic nobody x (5:50:22 PM): tty at 8
Phijital (5:50:22 PM): but itll be better at 8 :-)
x sic nobody x (5:50:32 PM): yessir
Phijital signed off at 5:51:34 PM.
omg.. today has been so great. -falls over-