Tired, Lonely, Sick, Sore... Why can't it all jus go away?
I guess sleeping for 2 hours Sunday night didn't help my fucked up immune system any. An the alchy didn't either. I'm so sick an sore its not even funny. An to top it off, I'M STILL LONELY! I hate being lonely like this. It sucks really bad. I mean, My December is playing an it is soooooo the song of my feeling right now. Here for the past week or so I have been so depressed. I hadn't been like this in a while. I was thinking I might be getting better. But I guess not. Stupid head. I think I have a fever. An my stomach hurts so bad. DAMN IT! =( I wish I didn't feel like this. I probably wouldn't be in such a mood. I mean, I haven't been sick for a week, but still. Its nice out today. I think I'm jus gonna write later. This chair isn't helping me relax at all. L8s