he wrote me a song - hes on vacation - randomness
he wrote a song for me. here it is:
What I See in You
What I see is……. What I see and I see you. Your hair up in a stimulating since. The way you walk is unbelievable, the way you talk is so soothing.
Chorus: what do I see?….I see you………I see you
Eve-re-thing I see is everything I need, everything I see makes me ME and everything I see “complete;s me.”
:}} x 1
I don’t care~~~ what you see in me. Because this song is about you~~~ its all about you, it’s about you and me and the fucked up things I see, in you, what I see in you is what I want to do, what I see in you is what I see in you I’ve seen in less than a few, and what I see in you is my flame with no fumes.
Repeat chorus x2
Now you know~~~ what I like, now you know and you can sleep right tonight, now you know how I feel, that im real, that I squeal when I think about you, now know what-----------I-------------see-----------in-------------you
Written by Joel Lakes of Defetis*
hes perfect in every way. i just wish i could have a better attitude for him sometimes. i dont mean to be such a bitch. but he just tells me to shut up if i say anything like that. heh. cool! <3 i love him. wow.
i cammed with mike last night and the night before. thats always awesome. hes friggen cool. and hes really purdy. so that helps. lol. i also cammed for marcus tonight. sent him and mike both some sound clips of me. marcus thinks i sound cute. lol. pft wutever.
i got to talk to eric and richard and ashley today. ashley left around 1 or so. it was an all around cool day. but now joel, an old friend of mine, has this big crush on me. sept... hes one of those kind of guys who if u say no to, asks for a friend. lol. its stupid. bah. but him and ruben talked to me tonight too.
my mom called me today. she woke me up at noon. it was cool. she was like "happy birthday my lovely daughter" lol. haa it was cool. i miss my mom. but i cant go see her. and i wish i could. :-/ bah. she says she wants my boobs. lol. weird ass. i talked to her on one line while i talked to joel on my other line. that was interesting. he was being funny and my mom was trying to talk to me. i was laughing and commenting in between. twas weird. hehe.
joel is gonna leave in the morning around 6 am for indiana. bah. he'll be gone til next tuesday. then next thursday i get to see him! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!! oh man i cant wait for that. i really miss him like a fucking maniac! im hoping i get to stay with him again before school starts.
bah. speaking of school. i have to go back on the 8th to pick up my schedule for next year. and at that time, ill also get last years report card. lol. i never got mine! :o stupid school. o0 yes. and ashley is going to unionville this year. she was planning on getting kicked out. bc their principle is a queer. well. he moved to our happy little school. and now its gonna be me getting kicked out. lol. but i refuse to dress differently just so i can go to school. thats fucking stupid. COME ON! get real. lol.
i was gonna cam with jason tonight. we were talking, but now im waiting for him to finish talking to his friend. so i dont think im gonna wait much longer to cam with him. im gonna just go to bed.
i tried for 2 hours last night to get my lip pierced. pushed and fucking pulled on that fucker to get it to go through my lip and it never did. it made a callas and a bump inside my lip, and a hole outside of it, made it a little sore. thats it though. its gay. im gonna save 30$ and get it done. my dad might not like it, but its my lip. fuck him. haha! o0 and im getting my tattoo soon too. prolly before school starts. well, hopefully anyway. and well, it'll be more complicated than anyone else's in the school.. so yay! lol. ok, that was dumb, but for some reason, its exciting to me. -shrug- o_O o0 joel got me eyebrow rings for my birthday! i got his card today and they were inside it. omg hes so kute. u should see the card! lol. its hillarious. u can tell he was thinking of me when he bought it. lol. <3 anyway. yeah. have i written enough? hm.. nah. hahaha.
dinner the other day at patersons was ok. i had this great big chicken garlic pasta thing and some shrimp. i didnt eat the chicken that was in it, but i did eat those shrimp. hah! man they were good! i couldnt eat all the pasta. that bowl was huge! then we went to Why Not Tat-2's and got ashley another tongue ring. cuz she swallowed the top ball on her other one. that makes 3 now. lol. then the stupid ass couldnt get it in her tongue. lmfao. it was great. she was having troubles saying her s's, r's , t's and everything else. it was quite comical. stacy kept having her say stuff. lol. waa it was great.
last night, me, ruben, ashley, stacy, and mark went thieving again! lol. we got another lawn globe, a for sale sign, and a little froggy thing. ben is supposed to steal 2 more lawn globes for me. a red one and a pink one. and an owl. next time we go out, we're gonna get some hub caps from some cars. lol. iuno wut else we could get. just wutever looks cool i guess. lol. me and ashley are gonna go to marshall and stay with kelley and brianna for a week sometime and we're gonna go get actual lawn gnomes. me and bri used to do that all the time. but once i moved, well we kinda dont talk much anymore. but yeah. and me and ashley and stacy are gonna stay in kirksville and do the same. that should rock too. but yeah. ok im out. l8r! lol. <33
What I See in You
What I see is……. What I see and I see you. Your hair up in a stimulating since. The way you walk is unbelievable, the way you talk is so soothing.
Chorus: what do I see?….I see you………I see you
Eve-re-thing I see is everything I need, everything I see makes me ME and everything I see “complete;s me.”
:}} x 1
I don’t care~~~ what you see in me. Because this song is about you~~~ its all about you, it’s about you and me and the fucked up things I see, in you, what I see in you is what I want to do, what I see in you is what I see in you I’ve seen in less than a few, and what I see in you is my flame with no fumes.
Repeat chorus x2
Now you know~~~ what I like, now you know and you can sleep right tonight, now you know how I feel, that im real, that I squeal when I think about you, now know what-----------I-------------see-----------in-------------you
Written by Joel Lakes of Defetis*
hes perfect in every way. i just wish i could have a better attitude for him sometimes. i dont mean to be such a bitch. but he just tells me to shut up if i say anything like that. heh. cool! <3 i love him. wow.
i cammed with mike last night and the night before. thats always awesome. hes friggen cool. and hes really purdy. so that helps. lol. i also cammed for marcus tonight. sent him and mike both some sound clips of me. marcus thinks i sound cute. lol. pft wutever.
i got to talk to eric and richard and ashley today. ashley left around 1 or so. it was an all around cool day. but now joel, an old friend of mine, has this big crush on me. sept... hes one of those kind of guys who if u say no to, asks for a friend. lol. its stupid. bah. but him and ruben talked to me tonight too.
my mom called me today. she woke me up at noon. it was cool. she was like "happy birthday my lovely daughter" lol. haa it was cool. i miss my mom. but i cant go see her. and i wish i could. :-/ bah. she says she wants my boobs. lol. weird ass. i talked to her on one line while i talked to joel on my other line. that was interesting. he was being funny and my mom was trying to talk to me. i was laughing and commenting in between. twas weird. hehe.
joel is gonna leave in the morning around 6 am for indiana. bah. he'll be gone til next tuesday. then next thursday i get to see him! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!! oh man i cant wait for that. i really miss him like a fucking maniac! im hoping i get to stay with him again before school starts.
bah. speaking of school. i have to go back on the 8th to pick up my schedule for next year. and at that time, ill also get last years report card. lol. i never got mine! :o stupid school. o0 yes. and ashley is going to unionville this year. she was planning on getting kicked out. bc their principle is a queer. well. he moved to our happy little school. and now its gonna be me getting kicked out. lol. but i refuse to dress differently just so i can go to school. thats fucking stupid. COME ON! get real. lol.
i was gonna cam with jason tonight. we were talking, but now im waiting for him to finish talking to his friend. so i dont think im gonna wait much longer to cam with him. im gonna just go to bed.
i tried for 2 hours last night to get my lip pierced. pushed and fucking pulled on that fucker to get it to go through my lip and it never did. it made a callas and a bump inside my lip, and a hole outside of it, made it a little sore. thats it though. its gay. im gonna save 30$ and get it done. my dad might not like it, but its my lip. fuck him. haha! o0 and im getting my tattoo soon too. prolly before school starts. well, hopefully anyway. and well, it'll be more complicated than anyone else's in the school.. so yay! lol. ok, that was dumb, but for some reason, its exciting to me. -shrug- o_O o0 joel got me eyebrow rings for my birthday! i got his card today and they were inside it. omg hes so kute. u should see the card! lol. its hillarious. u can tell he was thinking of me when he bought it. lol. <3 anyway. yeah. have i written enough? hm.. nah. hahaha.
dinner the other day at patersons was ok. i had this great big chicken garlic pasta thing and some shrimp. i didnt eat the chicken that was in it, but i did eat those shrimp. hah! man they were good! i couldnt eat all the pasta. that bowl was huge! then we went to Why Not Tat-2's and got ashley another tongue ring. cuz she swallowed the top ball on her other one. that makes 3 now. lol. then the stupid ass couldnt get it in her tongue. lmfao. it was great. she was having troubles saying her s's, r's , t's and everything else. it was quite comical. stacy kept having her say stuff. lol. waa it was great.
last night, me, ruben, ashley, stacy, and mark went thieving again! lol. we got another lawn globe, a for sale sign, and a little froggy thing. ben is supposed to steal 2 more lawn globes for me. a red one and a pink one. and an owl. next time we go out, we're gonna get some hub caps from some cars. lol. iuno wut else we could get. just wutever looks cool i guess. lol. me and ashley are gonna go to marshall and stay with kelley and brianna for a week sometime and we're gonna go get actual lawn gnomes. me and bri used to do that all the time. but once i moved, well we kinda dont talk much anymore. but yeah. and me and ashley and stacy are gonna stay in kirksville and do the same. that should rock too. but yeah. ok im out. l8r! lol. <33