The Best That I Am.
Everything that I can think of about him, its so perfect. Nothing is wrong with him. He's completely flawless. And if he has any "flaws" They're the best flaws I've ever came across.
How did I become so lucky? How did I get just what I needed, just when I needed it? Why did he choose me? What made him talk to me? What could be better in this world?
I don't know how he makes me feel the way he does. I can't understand why he loves me. But I guess it doesn't matter that I don't understand. As long as he loves me, my world will be spiralling in love forever.
I get lost in him sometimes. Just, everything he says to me. The way he laughs. The way he kisses, hugs, holds me, looks into my eyes... The way he says forever, and means it. I've never been so infatuated before in my live. Never so happy, so in love. I had found myself hoping for a psychotic break down. To hate, feel pain, and be depressed again. I was not happy, but so deep and numb, that the feelings I was having, weren't feelings at all. And then here comes Joel. So perfect, so sweet, so loving. Everything he says, turns me into a puddle. Everytime he looks into my eyes and says those three short words, I die. I couldn't imagine my life without him now. He's too much. He's giving all of himself to me. I'm giving him all that I am. He deserves the best. And although, I'll never measure to the best, I can sure as hell try. And I promise my love to him.
"Would you get sick if I asked to give you my heart?"
"they say earth is hell so if earths hell im dead and in heaven with you"
How did I become so lucky? How did I get just what I needed, just when I needed it? Why did he choose me? What made him talk to me? What could be better in this world?
I don't know how he makes me feel the way he does. I can't understand why he loves me. But I guess it doesn't matter that I don't understand. As long as he loves me, my world will be spiralling in love forever.
I get lost in him sometimes. Just, everything he says to me. The way he laughs. The way he kisses, hugs, holds me, looks into my eyes... The way he says forever, and means it. I've never been so infatuated before in my live. Never so happy, so in love. I had found myself hoping for a psychotic break down. To hate, feel pain, and be depressed again. I was not happy, but so deep and numb, that the feelings I was having, weren't feelings at all. And then here comes Joel. So perfect, so sweet, so loving. Everything he says, turns me into a puddle. Everytime he looks into my eyes and says those three short words, I die. I couldn't imagine my life without him now. He's too much. He's giving all of himself to me. I'm giving him all that I am. He deserves the best. And although, I'll never measure to the best, I can sure as hell try. And I promise my love to him.
"Would you get sick if I asked to give you my heart?"
"they say earth is hell so if earths hell im dead and in heaven with you"