tonight, and some new poems
I went to 'Club Infinity' (aka fagzone/teenzone) tonight. They have like a twister board painted in the middle of the floor (twister was pretty fun) and they have a new back porch you can go out on. I had a pretty good night. I really relized how much tony means to me. I love him so much... he loves me too. we just have to get texas out of the picture. I think we (Tony, Shannon, Kasie, Ciara, and I) are going to hang out tomorrow. and then Shannon and I will go back to Tony's and hang out there. I'm not sure what we are doing yet. I have to call him when I wake up, he went to bed around 12:40 or so, (well, thats when he got off line, w/e) he said he hasnt been sleeping good, so I was glad when he said he was tired and was going to go to bed. He needs to sleep, he is like a zombie if he doesnt. so anyways, i'll leave you guys with some of my new
Alone Together-
The emptiness surrounds me. I see the pain in your eyes. We are alone together, no need for us to cry. We have hurt each other so, so much that we wanted to die. We can make it together, together in this cold world. Hold me tight and don't let me go. I don't need to cry tonight.
Drip-
As the blood drips down her leg, all her pain drips away. The cuts deeper than ever before. Her tears blind her, she can see no longer. The pain inside subsides long enough for her to see the truth of pain. The truth of life. The truth of death. Life leaves her, her pain is almost all gone. bleeding for minutes that seemed like hours, death has taken her.
Die Happy
All her thoughts are a scrambled mess. All she can do is think about all the pain. Theres nothing left here for her now. Her source of life has gone and died, and left her alone. She see's nothing but the scars. She picks up the knife and ends it all, with one last painful cut. The blood leaving her body takes all the pain with it. She can die happy now.
Alone Together-
The emptiness surrounds me. I see the pain in your eyes. We are alone together, no need for us to cry. We have hurt each other so, so much that we wanted to die. We can make it together, together in this cold world. Hold me tight and don't let me go. I don't need to cry tonight.
Drip-
As the blood drips down her leg, all her pain drips away. The cuts deeper than ever before. Her tears blind her, she can see no longer. The pain inside subsides long enough for her to see the truth of pain. The truth of life. The truth of death. Life leaves her, her pain is almost all gone. bleeding for minutes that seemed like hours, death has taken her.
Die Happy
All her thoughts are a scrambled mess. All she can do is think about all the pain. Theres nothing left here for her now. Her source of life has gone and died, and left her alone. She see's nothing but the scars. She picks up the knife and ends it all, with one last painful cut. The blood leaving her body takes all the pain with it. She can die happy now.