Apr 30, 2005 20:30
ok this past week has been so fucked up. everyones just been so dick. ive been chilling at erics alot lately with everyone. and just.. its weird. also i had to walk home at 2 in the morning drunk, so that was cute. I just don't like understand people. like how you can just be yelled at for existing. I don't get that. i didnt do anythign to you, i never have, if you dont like me thats okay you dont need to flip out on my for opening my mouth. your rediculas sometimes. really.
uh.
so, obviously i didnt go away. because i wouldnt get in the car. i dont feel a need for me to go away. theres nothing THAT messed up with me that i should be put away. Its just that people can really push me to a point where i can loose it and look like an idiot. like i did on wednesday when i had a breakdown in the middle of abner in the pouring rain. It was cute and i wish you were there.
I don't know anymore.
everyone wants me to go away.
and im being selfish and wont.
say whut u need to save your soul
but don't fuck with me eye'm losing control
eye'm so tired of this so sick of u
my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes