Apr 09, 2005 01:17
i am so comfussed.
i went to erics tongiht with sarah jay jon n heff. rob n nick were there.
we were drinkingand i threw a a bottle cap at robs head and he was lke COME OUTSIDE IHAVE TO TALK TO YOU . so yeha. we had a nice long talk. eric yelled at me for being too loud outside.?
so we went upstairs and talked for like 3 hours.
about everything
and id ont understand whats happening.
everythings SO FUCKED UP.
he tells me onet hing and than does another.
idk. im so out of it.
ci cant evenb htink
im so drn/ik.
i cant talk. and i cant think.
i want to bye.
pleasedont fuck me over again. eevn tho u swore tou didnt . im sorry
i don;t want anyone to be hurt here especially his ex. i dont want this to be happening.
i dont want to fuck shit up.
dont do this