time is becoming more precious than gold.
so, i decided to search back through an old LJ from circa 2005. and i became totally nostalgic over my life as a little youngster. not having a care in the world, no bills, no job, no real responsibilities but brushing my teeth and taking a shower. and it really got me thinking that i need to start writing in here again. not just to vent or write pointless entries. but really say things that are going in my life, events that have happened, etc... cos 5 years from now i can come back to this and read and remember things that i may have forgotten.
such as an entry from the old journal, i would never remember the time i took a bite from james' taco and didn't tell him and he thought the workers at jack in the box took a bite from it!! hahaha... i almost started to cry from laughing so hard when i read that. jesse was there too and made me instantly want to call him and tell him about it. gah, i miss that boy! he's always crossing my mind. he's like my little brother, and i never get to see him anymore since we've grown and gone different ways. things definately changed when i left james. the crew no longer hung around each other, james got rather annoying and freaky, dan became a totally different person to be arond, half of everyone hates each other, eddie moved, travis became the worlds biggest dick, antony is now in a band that is about to be big, josh is still josh... NO ONE and i mean NO ONE hangs out anymore... and thats the way life goes. me and dan are the only ones who've stayed in contact with each other, who've remained true friends still. and i'm really happy with that because dan is like a brother and his family is a second family to me. i may not always call him, or see him, but i still think about him and want him to be find happiness and be okay. i still worry about him, and i still will always be there for him. i feel this way with jesse too, except we've been on a 3 year phone tag. he calls me when i'm not by my phone or i'm busy, and i'll call him and he won't get me. then like once very 2 or 3 months we'll get each others call and talk and want to hang out, but niether of us makes the plan or move or phone call to hang out. i definately know for sure that before i move i need to see jesse again. i love that kid!! he always made times good, and was always a friend when i needed one. he'd never let anyone hurt me or break me down. even when i was james he'd get pissed at james or smack james for being a dumbass. he was ALWAYS on my side no matter what, evn if it meant he was being against his best friend.
tomorrow i'm going to call jesse and remind him about the time when we went to jack in the box and i took a bite of james' taco. haha... i can remember it so clearly! then after we went to a party and stole their beer.
oh, i miss being young.
such as an entry from the old journal, i would never remember the time i took a bite from james' taco and didn't tell him and he thought the workers at jack in the box took a bite from it!! hahaha... i almost started to cry from laughing so hard when i read that. jesse was there too and made me instantly want to call him and tell him about it. gah, i miss that boy! he's always crossing my mind. he's like my little brother, and i never get to see him anymore since we've grown and gone different ways. things definately changed when i left james. the crew no longer hung around each other, james got rather annoying and freaky, dan became a totally different person to be arond, half of everyone hates each other, eddie moved, travis became the worlds biggest dick, antony is now in a band that is about to be big, josh is still josh... NO ONE and i mean NO ONE hangs out anymore... and thats the way life goes. me and dan are the only ones who've stayed in contact with each other, who've remained true friends still. and i'm really happy with that because dan is like a brother and his family is a second family to me. i may not always call him, or see him, but i still think about him and want him to be find happiness and be okay. i still worry about him, and i still will always be there for him. i feel this way with jesse too, except we've been on a 3 year phone tag. he calls me when i'm not by my phone or i'm busy, and i'll call him and he won't get me. then like once very 2 or 3 months we'll get each others call and talk and want to hang out, but niether of us makes the plan or move or phone call to hang out. i definately know for sure that before i move i need to see jesse again. i love that kid!! he always made times good, and was always a friend when i needed one. he'd never let anyone hurt me or break me down. even when i was james he'd get pissed at james or smack james for being a dumbass. he was ALWAYS on my side no matter what, evn if it meant he was being against his best friend.
tomorrow i'm going to call jesse and remind him about the time when we went to jack in the box and i took a bite of james' taco. haha... i can remember it so clearly! then after we went to a party and stole their beer.
oh, i miss being young.