Hm.

May 14, 2007 17:28

So I'm a bit pissed off. A bit hurt. I feel a bit stupid. And because someone has strung me along, making me beleive something.

Why do people insist on this type of behaviour? Why can't you ust be honest about your feelings instead of fucking people about and telling them how special you are to them, when actually, it doesn't seem to be true.

I've learnt my lesson again. For however long until it happens again. Don't open up. Don't let people in. Don't let someone know you respect them. Because they'll shit all over you.

Got lots to do and can't be fucked to do it. I've totally had enough of all this shit. I want to be left alone to fuck about.

On the up side, I had a nice day with Caty yesterday... We went shopping and I bought new trainers because mine fell apart... And was naughty and bought perfume. But I figured everyone else went out and bought loads of clothes and shit when we got our lonas, so it's not that naughty. Just means I am overdraft-tastic. And we had a nice dinner and laughed lots about stupid shit. I was nearly sick because I ate too much.

I'm not excited about HN anymore. I'm too pissed off.

And wo0 can't stay because the date go changed so it's straight home and to bed. Which I spose is a good thing really seeing as I have to get up and go to work the next day.

xxx
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