May 03, 2007 20:08
oh my.
i suppose escaping. any of it. at this point. is a radical idea.
however, i must say.
that it has taught me a lot.
trust no one. but only.
and to give... all or nothing. always.
i am pathetic. for thinking you ever meant any of it. pointless is the most accurate description of all time...
and two-faced. yeah. you did good there as well...
ah well. the seasons of life.
i am so ready to move away from all of it.
i pray for you. every moment.
and i feel him. when i talk of you.
he loves you more.
but- i love you too.
and i'm never scared to tell him of it.
or to ask him to increase it even more.
to teach me how to be right, and good for you.
i have no shame with you.
perhaps because we are being so careful...
or perhaps because everything was just right from the beginning.
^_* ta-frickin-da *_^