another mindlessly mindful fucking rant. by the me. that you all hate... lol.

[m00n_dust]

i almost. just almost.
thought that you cared.

and then, it hit me.
you're you.
you don't care. ever. about anything.
unless it's for you. or because of you. or about you.

you talk about yourself constantly
and about how amazing and cool and beautiful you are
because you know it's true, and you want
the rest of the world
to know it as well.

i hate needing you.
hate caring about you at all.
because, really, with you, with us, there is nothing.
nothing.

*shrugs* just one of those things.
happens, happens again, and again, and again...
and then... i'm sick of caring.

fuck you.
no, actually, fuck you both.
you with lots of significance in my heart, my life.
and you, with none.

oh. and then you two.
because you are both bitchy and immature jackasses who know all too well
how to hurt my feelings.
and neither of you like or give a fuck about me.

no drama.
just fuck you all.
leave me alone.

**smiles**

oh, and to you-
you are beautiful. and i want you to be mine.
just not now.
not asking for you to wait, i'm just warning you...
that when i can have you... really... then i'm going to try. to make you mine.

i hold you in my mind every moment.
and, i love you.

ok. now, goodnight.

adios.