Great Escape Ch. 7 Part 2
Title: Great Escpae
Aurthor: lzay_night (blackmagicthing)
Pairings: Jasper/Draco, Blaise/Harry, (Hints) Jacob/Draco, Blaise/Draco.
Rating: N-17
Warnings: Slash, Mpreg, Crossover: Twilight and HP, AU, Creature: Veela and Vampire.
Summary: I left everything behind when I decided to move to forks in hopes of keeping me and mother safe from the Dark lord, but instead of one unexpected tag along, their is two. I never thought having Veela blood would make my life so complicated.
Chapter seven part two
The day after Chastity's birth was uneventful, at least for you it was. You were put on bed rest, as you were still recovering from Chastity's birth process. The only time you were able to leave your bed was to bath and use the restroom. Breakfast, lunch and dinner were all brought up to you.
Against the wishes of your Mother and Kim, you breastfeed Chastity, and when you tire of that, feed him by bottle every few hours. You insisted on changing Chastity's diapers as well as rock him to sleep and basically ignore your Mother and Kim's wishes for you to take it easy.
The earlier you get the swing of parenthood the better, and you weren't going to let your recovery get in the way of that.
When nighttime fell, you began to feel the signs of your low magic level and your Veela power work on healing your body and it seemed it all finally cached up to you. You didn't protest when your mother tucked you into bed with the promise that she and Pansy were going to take care of Chastity for the night, simply because you were too tired to do so.
The next morning you woke to a tiny hand smacking you in the face and a small, high pitched squeal following soon after. You blinked one silver eye open to stare, or more like glare into the wide eyes of your son. The infant was moved out of your sight and is replaced by Pansy's grinning face.
"Plan on getting up anytime soon, Drake?" She asked as she gently placed Chastity into your open arms. You sat up, cradling Chastity to your chest, and were glad to notice how painless the action was. You also noticed that your magic had grown stronger, but it would be awhile until it was fully recovered.
"Have you fed him already?" You asked Pansy and when she shook her head the negative, began to shrug out of your loose shirt. You shifted Chastity in your arms and guided his head to your distinct swollen breast. You winced as Chastity latched on hungrily onto one of your sensitive nipples and began to feed from it. Pansy watched the display without batting an eye or blushing as she was already used to seeing you breastfeed Chastity.
"How does it feel?" Pansy asked curiously, peering down at the feeding infant with interest.
You shrugged, "Like he is trying to chew off my nipples." You say with an odd calmness to your voice.
Pansy gave you a horrified look as she grabbed her breast, "Chewed off?" she squeaked, cradling her breast as if it was the most precious thing in the world, and since it was Pansy, you had no doubt in my mind that it probably was.
You let out a small chuckle at her actions, and shifted Chastity to your left breast when he was done with your right.
The room lapsed in silence, only interrupted by the slurping sounds Chastity made as he ate. When you no longer felt wet gums gnawing at your nipple, you lifted him to your shoulder and patted at his back with a gentle hand until a small burp was heard.
You cradled Chastity into your arms and stared down into calm grey eyes, so similar to how yours used to be. You poked at his cheek and smile when a tiny hand grabbed it. You watch as his abnormally aware eyes stare curiously at your finger before letting go in favor of stuffing a small fist in his mouth.
You remove your hand and shifted Chastity into an upright position on your lap, so he was facing Pansy. Pansy smiled and cooed over the small infant, trying to get the small fist out of his mouth. You join in, and laughed when Chastity barfed on Pansy when she picked him up.
The infant was quickly handed back to you, before Pansy ran out of the room screaming, "My hair!" You changed the squirming infant clothes, and later his diaper before you headed down stairs.
Your mother look up at you with a small frown when you entered the kitchen, "What are you doing out of bed?" She asked you, a worried look in her eyes.
You shrug, and sat down at the table, cradling Chastity in your arms, "I am no longer sore." You say before digging in to the plate that was put in front of you.
Pansy entered the room grumbling about her hair, and glaring daggers at the seemingly innocent infant in your arms that was fast asleep.
You rolled your eyes at her behavior, but expect nothing less when it comes to Pansy.
"It's not like he did it on purpose." You say to her, as she sits down. She pouts, "Yeah, but I didn't expect to be cleaning baby barf off me so early in his time." She whined, still glaring at Chastity. You resisted the urge to roll your eyes the second time, and finished up your breakfast.
Suddenly, there was a timid knock on the door, and not a second later another knock, this time more confident.
Everything seems to freeze in that moment. Pansy stopped her whining to look questioning at the door with dark, wide eyes. Mother paused in her cleaning of the kitchen to stare at the door with narrowed eyes, which quickly soften into a confused, yet amused look. You, much like Pansy, was also staring at the front door with wide confused eyes. Your grip on Chastity tightening just a bit, as you pulled him closer to your sore chest.
Who the hell could that be? You thought at the same time Pansy said, "Who could that possibly be?"
Mother sat there for a moment, before her gazed stared at the door a moment longer, before something seemed to 'click' in her head, and she turned a bright, knowing smile on you. Her eyes were unnaturally bright as she said, "Maybe you should answer it Draco?"
You gave her a disbelieving look, "What?" You squeaked out. Her smile didn't waver, as she inclined her head in the doors direction, "Answer it." She said simply, before going back to her cleaning as if nothing ever happened.
You look at her back, and then back at Pansy who looks just as perplexed as you felt. You stayed seated for a minute longer before pushing out of your seat, and handing Chastity carefully over to Pansy as not to wake him. You hesitated for only a second before walking over to the door as the knocks got more persistent.
You made sure your expression were cold and polite, before swinging the door open to make up a rude, yet still polite excuse to the person on the other side, but it died in your throat once you saw who it was.
You stared dumbly into a pair of familiar warm brown eyes, as the younger of the two of you shifted nervously in front of you. His hand dropped from his mid knock positioned, and was quickly stuffed into a pair of lose jeans.
"Jacob?" You whisper in shock, even as your heart seems to skip a few beats in your chest.
He nods; grinning sheepishly at you, it was a look that you thought was really cute on him. You blinked at the thought and snapped quickly out of your shock like state, and stepped outside before closing the door silently behind you.
"What are you doing here?" You asked, making sure your voice was even, and didn't show how nervous you really were of his unexpected arrival on your door step.
His grin falters a bit on his face, but it stay firmly in place as he says, "I wanted to see you." And despite how sweet it comes out, and how your heart tries to jump out of your chest, you can't help but be irritated with him.
"So, just out of the blue, you decide you want to see me and came knocking on my door 9 o'clock in the morning." You say with a sarcastic tone of voice, making the other teen wince at your tone.
His smile is no longer on his full lips, replaced by a small frown. And in that moment you regret what you said almost instantly.
"Sorry," You say, and you are shocked that those words had come out of your mouth but you don't regret them non-the less.
He shrugs and looks down at his dirty shoes, a small blush coloring his dark skin, "I am the one who should be apologizing." He says.
You let out a small grunt of acknowledgement and look behind you when you hear the door opening again, and watch as Pansy step out only to pause when she sees Jacob. They, Pansy and Jacob, both stare at each other for a moment, before he held out his hand to her with a friendly smile on his face and say, "Hi, I'm Jacob Black."
You aren't surprise when Pansy just stares at the hand then Jacob, before turning to you with a raised eyebrow. You are, however surprised when she grabs his hand and give it one shake before dropping it.
"Pansy Parkinson. "She says with a bright, welcoming smile. But, despite the smile, you can still see confusion, and irritation flicker in her eyes before it is hidden.
Jacob smile widen at this, "I am finally able to put a face to that name." He says, and gives you a smile that makes you wants to grab his face and kiss him. Obviously, you don't, you instead glare at him.
"What are you doing here?" You asked a bit harshly, and again, you regret using such a tone to him, and you have no idea why you do so. It only adds on farther to your irritation of the whole situation.
This time he isn't fazed by your tone, seeming to have brought himself together after his and Pansy's introduction and you are a bit jealous of this as you still feel nervous, and hate the fact that you don't know how this will go.
"I haven't seen you in two months, and after much conviction on my part, I finally got the courage to knock on your door in hopes of starting back up our daily meetings." He says this easily enough, and even as Pansy glares at you from your side, you can't help but feel warm and fussy inside and you have a sudden urge to slap yourself for feeling this way.
"Daily meeting?" Pansy asked, her voice going a bit high in her anger, and it makes you wince.
Jacob nods, obvious to the fact that he was revealing a secret that may or may not cause bodily harm to you once he leaves, as Pansy hates it when Draco keeps important thing from her.
"Yeah, we usually meet Tuesdays every weekday." He says casually, as if it is perfectly normal for someone to meet once, then decide to meet each other again from then on out, and not mean it in a romantic way.
Pansy frowns and gives you a questioning glare, but you don't dare to look her in the eyes, but you could still feel the pressure of it none the less.
"Are you two dating?" She asked bluntly, and you know it isn't a coincident, as she must have seen you blush when he said he wanted to see you.
Jacob blinks dumbly at her for a moment, before shaking his head, denials flying out of his mouth quickly as his face turned a bright pink.
You feel more than a little disappointed at this, as you had admitted to yourself not too long ago that you definitely had a least a crush on the boy. You hope to the Gods that your disappointment doesn't show, but Pansy knows you well to see all the signs and her expression softens, and you are happy that she is no longer glaring at you.
Suddenly Pansy laughs as if it was a joke to begin with and says, 'how cute' Jacob is for falling for it, and when he joins in, you are little more than hurt by it.
That is when he turns to you, a smile on his handsome face when he ask, "So, how about it?"
You frown at him, as you had no intention in the first place so stop your meetings, but now you are thinking that maybe you should while you have the chance, because you know once you get to deep into this there is no turning back. You open your mouth to say 'no', but the choice was decided for you when Pansy says, "He will love too." And even as you glare darkly at her, you can't help but feel happy that it wasn't over just yet.
Jacob glances at Pansy when she answers but turns back to you, "Are you sure?" He asked you, not Pansy, and you can hear the uncertainty in his voice and you don't like it.
"Yes." You hear yourself saying, and when he smiles that bright radiant smile at you, the one that makes your heart race and you suddenly feel like a school girl with her first crush and you both like and hate the idea.
"Great! Do you want to meet up this afternoon at three? I was hoping we could go someplace else other than the beach as it does eventually get old, you know? Pansy can come too if she likes." He says all of this with a satisfied grin on his face, and you are a little bit weird out at yourself from noticing the difference between his other grins.
Pansy smiles suddenly, and it one you know all too well, and the feeling of your upending doom is a familiar one.
"Oh, sorry, I will be skipping on this little outing, but maybe next time." She says with an overly sweet tone, batting her long eyelashes at Jacob and pouting her lips. You know she is flirting with him on purpose in hopes of getting a reaction from you, and the small sting of jealousy is easy to fight down, as your amusement is more dominant.
"I can't go." You say, and even when Pansy glares at you sharply, and when Jacob face falls, you are firm on your decision as you have no intentions of pushing your newborn son on your mother and Pansy, and you want to spend time with him, but have no intention of introducing Jacob to Chastity, for some unknown reason you know it would be a bad idea.
"And why not?" Pansy asks you, more than a little annoyance coloring her voice.
You ignore her, and give Jacob an apologetic look, as you are really sorry that you can't go, "I have more important things to do." You say, and when you do, wish you reworded it differently but Jacob seems to understand perfectly, if not a little sad by it.
"I understand." He says, and you can tell he is trying not to show his disappointment, but he doesn't do a good job and you see it anyways. You don't feel guilty when you are happy by this, as it means that he wanted to spend time with you, and even with his blunt statement, this proves that it was genuine.
"He can spend a little time with you now." Pansy cuts in, and you give her an annoyed look, which is returned by a determined one.
Jacob brightens up immediately at this, and he turn to you after giving Pansy a graceful look, "Can you? I really want to spend time with you." He says earnestly, and you feel your resolve crumble at this even if you wonder why he is so determined to hand out with you.
"I don't think that is a good idea." You say, even when you just want to give in, but your pride won't let you go down without a fight, even if it is a small and pointless one.
Pansy lets out an annoyed breath and gives you a look that says, 'seriously?' and you answer it with a nudge of your head to the door were your son would be waking up soon, as he only napes for thirty minutes. Pansy shakes her head, and gives you a smile that says, 'you are a good parent' and nudges you forward.
"I will take care of everything, but make sure you aren't out more than an hour." She says, before turning and disappearing into the front door with a quick 'goodbye' to Jacob.
You and he both stare after her for a moment, before turning and staring at each other. During this time you look over his handsome form, as you find yourself always doing when you are in his presence. You notice that his dark hair is lose as usual, and he is wearing comfortable lose casual clothes. When you look back up to his face, you smile when you notice he was doing the same thing to you.
You clear you throat and smile when he blushes, as he knows he has been caught staring.
"Like what you see?" You purr out, and you are more than happy when you see his eyes glaze over a bit at your tone. As it is, even without your Veela allure, you are still a very desirable person.
His blush seem to brighten as, he catch himself again, and clears his throat awkwardly before, pulling himself together.
You are surprised when he eyes suddenly drop to half mass, and his voice comes out in a playful husky rumble, "Would you let me get a feel if I say yes?" He asks stepping closer to you.
Your eyes go wide, and you suddenly feel like a deer before its prey. You wonder were this seductive, dominate, creature has come from, and where is boyish, and cheerful, Jacob Black has gone. But, the moment is quick, and as soon as it happens it ends, as he steps back a playful smile on his face.
"After you." He says, as he makes a show of bowing. You blink, as your brain try to process all of this, and pass him by with a small swat to his head.
You hear him laugh as he follows closely behind you, down the very familiar path to La Push. The path opens, and the familiar sound of the waves crashing to the shore reach your ear, and you let a small smile of content show on your face.
You walk further on, until you are close to the active water, and quickly take off your shoes, as it one of those rare sunny days, and you intend to enjoy it as much as you will let yourself. You don't hesitate to put your feet into the salty water, and wait until you have adjusted to the cold, before continuing further in, until a few inches of your skinny jeans are good and wet.
You look back to see Jacob still on the beach taking time you didn't to roll up his jean pants and you feel your face heat up when he doesn't stop there and takes off his shirt. Your arms wrap around your cloth cover chest in a self-conscious gesture, as you have no intention of taking off your shirt, so Jacob could gawk at your man boobs, no matter how small they actually are as you are in no need of a bra.
You watch as Jacob slowly makes his way over to you, and you have to bite your lip and look the other way as the picture he makes is a little more than you can handle. So, it comes as no surprise that you jump a little when a wet hand suddenly rest on your shoulder, and only then do you notice that you don't have your wand with you and that realization alone makes you very uncomfortable and vulnerable.
Jacob puts his hands up in surrender, with a worry glint in his eyes, "You alright?" He asks you over the crash of the waves. You nod, embarrassed by your reaction, but you still feel uncomfortable without the weight of your wand and you pocket.
"Fine" You say a little too sharply, and it shows that you are in fact, not fine at all. He places a gentle, comforting hand on your shoulder, and you curse yourself for leaning into him, but you are happy to note that he doesn't seem to mind the contact, and in fact pulls you a little closer to him.
"You don't sound fine" he says the same time a large wave hit, knocking the both of you off your feet and into salty water. You land on you hand and knees, as the wave covers you before pulling back, and now you are soaking wet, and you are suddenly very aware of your thin white shirt clinging to your body. You bolt up out of the water, and your arms move around your chest to hide your swollen chest, even if you know that they were too small to invoke any real suspicion.
When you move to get out of the water, strong hands around your waist stop you, and you look back in confusion, only to be met with mischief brown eyes. It isn't a second after that, when you have a mouth full of saltwater, that you realize he had picked you up and thrown you in a deeper part of the ocean. You come back up from the water, and it doesn't take you long to get your revenge, and you laugh as you see him sputtering water from his mouth, and playful brown eyes lit up in happiness.
You both continue on with the game for a little while longer, before you both call it quits and move back onto shore. You both are now sitting on the sandy floor with a content look on each of your faces. He turns to you with a soft smile and says that he is glad that you decide to continue their meetings, and you yourself say that you were honestly glad as well.
You both share a smile; well more of a smirk on your part, but it's all good in the same. It doesn't take you both long to enter a casual conversation that leads to the topic of schooling.
"You don't go to the local high school?" Jacob asks you as he sits back on his hands, his hair tied up in a low ponytail. You shake your head no, as you pull your own hair into a high pony tail to be dealt with later. You pull your knees close to your body in an unconscious protective way, and rest you head on the. You may have forgotten about not having your wand, but your body hasn't.
"No, I and Pansy are home schooled, but that is not to last long." You say honestly, gazing out into the open see, after a glance to your watch that tells you only fifteen minute has passed.
He whistles, "Home school, huh? I didn't know people still did that." You 'hmm' as your response.
You two sit there for a moment, until you notice that he keeps shifting every now again, and you realize that he has something to say, but doesn't know how to start.
"What is it?" You asked in irritation; after he began the whole shifting nervously process again.
He gives you a sheepish look, and to you relief stops his squirming. He takes in a deep breath before asking, "Are you planning on going to Forks high?"
You stare at him in annoyance, as you can't see why he would be so nervous to ask you that.
"I don't know. Most like not." You say, and return your gaze to the dancing sea.
You see him nod from the corner of your eyes, but don't say anything.
A pause, before, "I think you should go."
You let out a sign, as you see that there is more to it then he let on from the beginning. "And why is that?" You ask him in a bored tone, glancing at your watch again.
"A friend of mine is going to be going there as well; she will be moving her a few months from now." He says, his tone soft and affectionate, and it makes you look his way as you never heard him use it before. It has always been playful and lazy when he talks to you.
You can tell from just the look on his face, the soften features, that this girl is someone important to him, and not just friendship wise. You can see that it hasn't bloom into anything serious just yet, but it will not take much time for it too.
"So?" You know your tone is biting and hard, but you can't help yourself. Jacob had great potential to be something special to you, and someone to help you get over your Blaise, and just knowing that it would never get to that point as he has already has someone he likes angers you to an impossible level. You know that you are being irrelevant as you have only known the boy for a few weeks, but it doesn't stop the fact that you are being overflown with jealousy, and you have no idea why.
You turn your face when you see his startled, yet hurt look, as you know you are the one to do that to him, but you have more important matters to take care of. For one, keeping your jealousy under control, because you know it is a direct link to your Veela nature and you do not wish to activate it.
"I just thought it would be nice for you two to get to know each other and help one another out, as you two are both new to Forks." He explains with a small voice, and your guilt for your actions over powers your jealousy, and you are willing to listen, and maybe even consider what he has to say as it is the least you can do for acting so mean.
But then you stop yourself, and wonder what the hell is wrong with you.
You are after all Draco Malfoy, since when did you ever give a damn about anyone's feeling except your own? Especially the ones of a person you just met only a few weeks ago. You are angry at yourself for just now noticing your odd behavior whenever you are in his presence.
"Sorry, but you should not expect something like that from me." You say to him in a neutral voice. You want to demand what this girl means to him, but you keep your mouth shut as you know it wouldn't be appreciated, and you have no right to do so. After all, you don't even know if Jacob if Jacob swings your way or not and you don't want to risk it.
There is another pause, before he says, "I know." And those simple words drop the subject completely, and you are more than happy you let it go, even when you are now curious on whom the girl Jacob is talking about is.
"What is her name?" You ask, despite yourself as you let your curiosity get the best of you. You turn you head just in time to see his shock, before it turns into a grin, and he says, "Bella Swan"
You raise an eyebrow at the somewhat plain name and ask for a description, even as you see the amused glint in his eyes, you decide to ignore it. You want more information on the girl who stole a bit of Jacob's heart, and might in the future steal more, and you are determined to get it.
"She is average height, with long soft brain hair, and bright brown eyes. Her face is pretty and slender, and she is really clumsy. She and I hang out whenever she visits. I plan on giving up my truck to her, as I am building my own car." He says proudly, a spark of pure happiness in his eyes.
You try not to notice his goofy smile when he talks of her and listen, as he talks about his car and Bella with medium interest. You take a quick glance to your watch and stand up. You see this action has caught his attention, and he stands with you.
"I walk you back." He says with a small blush, as he noticed that he has been rambling. You nod, and the walk back to your home is quiet but comfortable. When you are on your front porches you turn to him with a smirk and say with a flirty tone, "This little date was fun." And close the door behind you after you got a good glimpse of his red face.
You are a little startled when you are suddenly face to face with your mother, but you hide it quickly.
"Have a good time?" She asks you in a casual calm tone, but you see that her interest was peeked, and you know from past experience that by the end of the night she will know all there is to know about Jacob. You feel smart when you resign to your fate, and moved to the living room area, and sat next to Pansy who was cradling a fussy Chastity in her arms.
You take your son from her, and she gives you a grateful look. You return the look with a small smile, and begin to calm down your son by rocking him gently and humming. His whimpering come to a stop as he stares curiously up at you.
"So, who is this Jacob fellow?" You mother isn't the type to beat around the bush, and you are happy for this, as you can get this over with faster.
"I met him when I was just hit the five month mark, at La Push." You say, and it comes out easy as most of your attention is on your son. You stare at his skin, as you are just now noticing that it is no longer that light pink color any longer, but a light creamy brown now. You aren't surprise by this, as there was a large gap between Zabini's dark skin tones to your own pale one.
"And you continue to meet this boy?" You mother ask, her eyes suddenly sharp and a bit glaze. You know this look, as it means that she is thinking hard about something.
"Yes." You say, as you glance at your wrist watch; another hour until you are to feed Chastity.
"He is a handsome, okay, drop dead gorgeous thing!" Pansy suddenly squeals next to you, her eyes bright.
You roll your eyes, as you know Pansy sees this as a great opportunity to help you get over Zabini, but you plan to shoot down that idea later tonight. You let her have her little fun by coming up with different scenarios of how to get you two together, before you tell her the news of Jacobs 'friend'.
"Why?" Your mother asks, and you wonder where she was going with this when you say, "He wasn't annoying, and he reminded me of a muggle puppy."
Pansy snorts and amusement and nods her head in agreement, "A very cute, muggle puppy." She adds.
Mother nods and relax shoulder that you just now know was tense, and you see why she questioned you. It was not for the reason that she was mad that you befriended a muggle, but for the fact that she thought that he was your mate. As it is, having muggles as a mate is unheard of, but to be with one brings up all sorts of problems with him being a wizard and a Veela. Not to mention a pure blooded wizard at that.
You raise your eyebrow, "You thought Jacob was my mate?" You ask, and ignore Pansy stiffening beside you.
She smiles, "Yes, but even if he was you wouldn't be able to know it yet, until you come into you full Veela inheritance." She explains, and you already know this but you nod none the less.
Conversation come easy after the Jacob subject was drop, and another hour pass before you go up to your room to feed Chastity. You come back down to join Pansy later to watch movies, for another three hours, and feed Chastity again.
The day seemed to pass by faster after lunch, and the next thing you are aware of is you and Pansy seating in your room. She is seating across from you with an expectant look, as Chastity sleeps in the basinet next to your bed.
"Well?" She asks, and you know that she knows of you holding information from her, but you don't want to make this easy for her, so instead of saying what is on your mind you say, "I think we should go to the local high school." And you are more than satisfied when a perplex look replace her expectant one.
"What?" She says a little louder than necessary and Chastity shifts in the basinet, and only settles when you hum and rock his crib.
You glare at her when you repeat what you say, and she just gaps at you in disbelief.
"Why?" She says in a harsh voice, but you are glad to notice that it is still a soft one.
You shrug, and the action make long strands of hair fall of your shoulder but you pat it little mine as you say, "It's not like we have to take it seriously, and I'm curious how it works in regular muggle high school."
Her disbelieving look doesn't waver, "You want to waste our time at a muggle school, while we could be catching up on our own, more important schooling because you are curious?" She says, and then her eyes narrow, as she sees that something is missing.
"What is your real reason?" She asks, you her tone indicating that she doesn't have the patience to play your little game anymore.
"A girl name Bella Swan will be attending Forks high a few months from now." You say in a clean way.
You watch as Pansy blink at the information and you can see she was trying to put the puzzle together, as you gave her the pieces, "What does the Bella girl have to do with anything?" She asks you, and you look away at this.
"Jacob mentioned his friend moving into town a few months from now, and he suggested that I and she 'help' each other out, as we are both new to the neighborhood." You say, unable to hide your disdain our jealousy from your voice.
Pansy dark eyes brighten in realization as she put all the pieces together, and she gives you a knowing look.
"You want to see why Jacob likes this girl, and see what is so special about her?" She says with a grin of approval.
You let out a sign, before you say, "Yes."
She nodded and agreement, her eyes twinkling with all kinds of mischief, "Well, of that is the case, then I don't mind if I do! Plus, it's not like we actually give a damn about muggle school. It could be like a little experiment project." She said with dark amusement; most likely thinking of the ways that she can manipulate and toy with her future classmate.
You also grin at this, because the idea is appealing and you can use for some entertainment in your life, even if it comes from muggles.
"So, we start just a few days before this girl?" You say, and Pansy agrees readily, as she doesn't want to start any sooner than you do.
She makes a move to get off the bed before she stops mid-way and turn serious eyes on you.
"You like him." She says, and you know that it isn't a question, but a fact.
Again, you find yourself unable to look her in the eyes, and that is all the answer that she needs, but you still say it aloud as you know there is no escaping Pansy, "Yeah, but it isn't anything serious, just a little crush, that may or may not turn into something more." You say, as to not get her and your hopes up, only to get them crush.
She nods with a sad smile, and walks out. You watch her feeling like what you said wasn't exactly the truth, but you put it out of your mind as your son begins to wake, and your small breast begins to fill with milk.
It's just a small crush you say to yourself even as another voice in your head says; it could be more if you will allow it to be.