I'm so very good at social sabotage
I have to work today AND I'd like to attend a friend's party. So what do I do to be on-the-ball and fun to be with? Stay up past 3am reading b-s on the internet. Not even reading a book, which would be more understandable for me, especially considering my to-be-read pile.Result: zombie through my day, and mostly uncommunicative lump at party. Blergh me.