What can I say? It's an entry.

[lyx]

Well, it started out I was late to school, and forgot to bring one of my photos that I had printed out for Mr. Rutins. So, that was the beginning, and then, in 2nd period.. we were watching a documentary or something, on a woman and her husband... the woman had Alzheimer's. Towards the end it started really getting to me... The people in the class laughing at her behavior thoroughly fucking pissed me off. My grandmother doesn't remember me. My grandmother doesn't remember that she's the only person who got me to eat carrots in my life. My gradmother doesn't remember how much she liked Yahtzee and playing with her girlfriends. My grandmother doesn't remember teaching me numerous card games, or the games themselves. Stupid fucking kids. I started crying towards the end of it, in class. Good thing I had my stuffed animal with me. I had to hide it, but I was really shaken up, and torn up by memories of my grandparents, and how it used to be in the summer, on the Potomac River. I miss it, a lot. Well, next shitty thing that happened to me was 4th period, in the beginning, in the locker room.. There is this big set of lockers, three rows ontop of each other. An Asian girl's locker is beneath mine. I'm the middle row, her's is on the bottom. I always have to wait for her to get out of the way, or be kneeled down.. I thought she was staying kneeled down.. and she came up right when I opened my locker door... I felt so horrible, I hit her in the head. I felt so horrible and said sorry so many times. I felt like crying because I knew it was the start to a horrible day. Well, while I was in the weight room... we were maxing, again.. On the Parallel Leg Squat... I can do a lot, because my quads are strong and I have thunder thighs and so.. yeah..Well, the only problem is that the machine is fucking gay as hell. Like.. the weight is helled on by peg-lookin' things.. and you have to rotate the bar to get off the pegs, and rotate it to get back on the pegs.. I had come back up, doing 165 and I tried rotating it, and I thought my spotter was going to rotate it for me, because I have no shoulder flexibility and can't rotate it for shit.. the thing collapsed on my collar bone and it hurt so bad, it's bruised, now. By then I started getting one of my really shitty headaches. At lunch I had a headache and was playing horribly in any card game we played. Anyway, Forensics, we watched GATTACA, and I blew off worksheets because of my headache.. In Photography? I fucking went off on Mr.Rutins. I called him a douche bag and asshole, like, screaming it across the room. I am hating him more and more as the year goes on. So, my head ache was pretty bad by then.. when I got him I felt like crying because it was so bad it was nauseating. I hated the idea of having to goto work even though I felt like shit.. eventually, like during my second-to-last class I felt better. But, when I got home.. around 11PM I just read something that made me feel like shit.. started shivering and my stomach acid was eating me alive. Yeah..

Well, I fell better today... in my opinion, I looked really cute.. I had my black vans that have pink laces and my chick jeans.. I had one of those long-johnish shirts on under my pink Little Bunny Foo-Foo shirt. I had a little head band on that had bunnies on it. I painted my nails in 3rd period while my 11th grade English teacher played my Nintendo DS, he was thrilled *lol*. They look pretty cute. <3 Rutins is an ass... but, I got film.. ( I haven't done black and white stuff in forever... Cammy and I are the only ones in the class that really do digital, Elena does sometimes, but, she gets it printed at Ritz, and they're fucking expensive. Cammy and I print decent stuff with our printers and cameras. I don't know what Elena's camera's like.. I wonder what megapixels she has.) Anyway, so, maybe I'll get some shooting done when I got to V.A. Beach. I want to do some Calligraphy stuff with my aunt (who is a professional calligrapher) for my portfolio! :) My aunt lives in VA Beach, and we're going there for Easter. :)! Anyway, I might actually goto gym practice today... I was tumbling yesterday and did something cool on accident. It was tight. XD! Anyway.. yeah. :)!

Naruto: I'm back into Naruto now, which... is nice. I caught up.. I think 253 is out, which I need to read, but, I downloaded 126 yesterday, and am still catching up, anime-wise. I have everything downloaded, I just need to watch 123-126. I'm looking forward to it. Makes me happy and excited. :)! Oh yeah... I have a picture of my manga collection.. my count was 113. :)




Love you guys. :)
Alyx