Multiple thing(ies) today.
First off, new toy. Personal air conditioner. Y'know, the one that sits in your window. Why? Because the central air in my parents' house does not work in my bedroom. IN ALL THREE VENTS. o_O But a little A/C unit of my own. So cute. :D
And now for the not so fun. I talked to a very close friend of mine on Saturday, and having a bit of time to dwell on it today (randomly), I came upon one realization: Every single person that I can think of that I'm romantically interested in (that lives around me somewhere) is engaged. Not even just taken, engaged. And set to be married within the year. One as nearly as within this month. And while I'm happy for everyone involved... that doesn't leave me with a whole lot. *sigh*
I'm also trapped. Any time I think "I want to be with someone", I think of my previous relationship. And while yes, I did enjoy having someone around...I'm not sure I'd be ready to deal with that bullshit all over again. I like my free time, and I like being able to do what I want, when I want... but I don't really have anybody to share it with. Maybe I need to grow up? I don't know.
I wish I had some cuddles.
And now for the not so fun. I talked to a very close friend of mine on Saturday, and having a bit of time to dwell on it today (randomly), I came upon one realization: Every single person that I can think of that I'm romantically interested in (that lives around me somewhere) is engaged. Not even just taken, engaged. And set to be married within the year. One as nearly as within this month. And while I'm happy for everyone involved... that doesn't leave me with a whole lot. *sigh*
I'm also trapped. Any time I think "I want to be with someone", I think of my previous relationship. And while yes, I did enjoy having someone around...I'm not sure I'd be ready to deal with that bullshit all over again. I like my free time, and I like being able to do what I want, when I want... but I don't really have anybody to share it with. Maybe I need to grow up? I don't know.
I wish I had some cuddles.