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Had a really crappy day.
It was one of those days at work, with stress and Adam being a little brat and people just being rude to me and the other staff and expecting us to do their work for them. So when I came home I was angry and stressed. I phoned M+D and found out they'd set a date for a family party the weekend I'm on holiday in Hay-on-Wye with Joanne. Now, I know I forget stuff, but I swear they never mentioned that to me before, and even so I've told them plenty of times what weekend I'm going away, so that upset me more and I started crying.
I phoned Joanne to apologise for havng to cancel the holiday and broke down in tears on the phone. So i sat and had a good cry for a while and then phoned Mom and asked if that was really the only time we could do it, cos I really desperately want this holiday. I'm in a weird state of mind and I really need to just get away somewhere without my parents and just chill. It can't happen soon enough. So they're doing the whole thing without me and I'm going to Hay still. I mean, I love my family, but I just seriously need to get away, if only for a weekend.
So I had a good cry and told myself not to feel guilty. Then Joanne, bless her to bits, turned up at my door and gave me a hug and sat with me for a bit. So I'm feeling a bit better now. If anyone messes with me tomorrow, they wont know what hit them.
It was one of those days at work, with stress and Adam being a little brat and people just being rude to me and the other staff and expecting us to do their work for them. So when I came home I was angry and stressed. I phoned M+D and found out they'd set a date for a family party the weekend I'm on holiday in Hay-on-Wye with Joanne. Now, I know I forget stuff, but I swear they never mentioned that to me before, and even so I've told them plenty of times what weekend I'm going away, so that upset me more and I started crying.
I phoned Joanne to apologise for havng to cancel the holiday and broke down in tears on the phone. So i sat and had a good cry for a while and then phoned Mom and asked if that was really the only time we could do it, cos I really desperately want this holiday. I'm in a weird state of mind and I really need to just get away somewhere without my parents and just chill. It can't happen soon enough. So they're doing the whole thing without me and I'm going to Hay still. I mean, I love my family, but I just seriously need to get away, if only for a weekend.
So I had a good cry and told myself not to feel guilty. Then Joanne, bless her to bits, turned up at my door and gave me a hug and sat with me for a bit. So I'm feeling a bit better now. If anyone messes with me tomorrow, they wont know what hit them.