Apr 13, 2005 18:51
So yesterday I had my job interview. I went great. The guy that I talked to was really easy going and basically told me that I had the job. He said he just needed to interview other people for "political" reasons and that he I could expect a call from him on Tuesday saying Congratulations. So I'm excited about that. I will make mucho dinero there (not as much as Luigi's though, nothing beats that job).
Today went pretty good. I got some homework done and was able to relax in doan for some down time. I have dance soon and that should release some stress. Unless people are clueless about the dance and we have to review when this is our last practice before the performances. I just hope today goes well to ease the mind.
My mind's been going a little crazy lately. The personal life is confusing and I'm not liking that at all. Remember those days when things made sense and relationships were easy. You know back in high school when I was in control of my relationships. Yeah that doesn't happen anymore and I can't stand being in the passenger seat. Sometimes it doesn't even seem like I'm in the car. Right when I was ready to give up on trying someone walked right in unexpected and turned everything all around. I liked the meaningless dates or lack of dates that was going on. Homework was always done and with KTE and dance team I was already running myself ragged. And now that I know him I don't even know what I'm doing with myself. I feel out of control but for some reason I'm acting really calm about the situation (on the outside that is). I'm not freaking out or acting protective like I would expect myself. But I still don't feel content.