Tired but happy

Apr 10, 2007 23:12

It's been quite a crazy few days. I've been busy with my papers...it's been really hard. I am taking a break from my reading. It's slow going and tomorrow I'm going to rely on a lot of coffee. I wish I didn't have to work in the evening tomorrow, but I guess I'll be okay. I just need to finish reading a bit. I also have the introduction finished, so I hope things will be quick going from here.

I'm staying with Danielle again this week, so it's been kind of nice. I went home today for a bit and it was hell. I really hate that I feel like that--especially since I should be happy...I'm lucky I have a mom. I just need to get over myself sometimes. I'm such a drama queen.

My eyes are having trouble staying open.

I wrote another poem for my series...the After Class series. It's got six poems now and I just don't know too much about how I want to go about these. I don't know if I want to wait until I know for sure that it's a done series or if I want to be posting them as I go. It's been quite awhile since I started the series. And it's also a lot personal, so I don't know about it. It's kind of a rough decision here.

I've been doing a lot of thinking today. That could be dangerous.

So I'm watching only one of the coolest shows ever as I'm reading here. I'm watching Miami Ink and I'm totally wishing I weren't so tiny and bony. Otherwise I'd be out there getting a tattoo! I want a dragon on my arm, like a bracelet around my upper arm. It'd be so sweet...green for sure. I know, though, that I'd be way nervous and scared. I wish that I could get over that fear...maybe one day soon I can get someone to convince me and someone who'll go in with me. =) My mom used to talk about it... heh!

Oh I guess I'm going to sleep now, and I figure I'll try to catch up on my reading tomorrow while I write. Pray that I get this done, and done well. My talent may be BS, but I don't know how talented I really am...

*yawns* Night loves.
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