SEX
decided that i wasnt going to have it until im married. not only because thats what ive been taight all my life. and that i know god tells us not to. but because im sitting here listening to my roommate cry because she has to think of her boyfriend (not the abusive one) having sex with an ex. and i dont want to do that. dont want someone to think of me having sex with an old boyfriend. and i really dont want to think of my boyfriend having sex with someone else. so its not worth it. that pain is not worth it. i dont believe that you can blame someone for having sex before meeting your someone. thats a choice up to you only. but for some reason...i dont think i can do it. that may change. but right now...this very second. i cant. i want to...trust me. be glad that the only guy that im 'seeing' wont. hes a gentleman and wants me to find someone better than him. aint that sweet. we already had that convo. so im safe. but im also going to stay a virgin. booyah.