scared
im a little scared to go home tomorrow. doesnt help that i had a dream last night about the plane blowing up. but im worried about the eddie thing. that im imagining things and that there really is nothing there or that he and kimber got back together. i called him today and some chick answered and sounded very pissed that i was calling. if it was kimber...well working with her shall be interesting. and if they did get back together after all that crap that he told me about liking and asking me out to dinner and all that fun stuff..i hope that it was her and that he is getting in a SHITLOAD! of trouble. something is not adding up here. i know that this will make things interesting if it was her...we all work together! interesting...he told me that he liked me. that should mean something. right? dont want to deal with the mixed signals again. that would suck and im getting really sick of them. oh well. i will be home tomorrow and things will work out. i just cant freak out about them. just have to chill. im not involved too much with my heart so it will be easy to let go...
right?
right?