my love will rip a hole in the ceiling
i never update cuz i have nothing interesting to say
and myspace is a way more fun use of my internet time
the pointers lost at the q against saints, i cried.
mostly because i felt so bad for the boys and seeing them that sad was not fun
also because i'll never get too see them play football again, and i'm gonna fucking miss football season and stomach painting and all that good high school stuff.
football games have been the highlight of my week since senior year started.
i'll never get to see youknowwho's ass in those pants ever again!!!
today i cried during college presentations because fuck...
i'm going to college
that fucking sucks
i am in no way mature enough for that
i heard back from 2 schools so i am offically in to san francisco state and cal state LA...i don't really care but whatever
not much is new in my life...
i'm growing apart from certain girls and it's sad but i don't feel the desire to try and fix it...wierd? mainly cuz i feel like they hate me.
i kinda don't really fit in right now with girls
which is ok cuz girls are annoying, really
i've never been able to keep girl friends for long
i still like youknowwho, who knows what's going on there, i'm not reallly stressing about it but hopefully youknowwhat happens again soon...like...tomorrow.
my dad annoys me a lot lately
christmas break starts tomorrow...stoked
mostly everyone will be in utah...lame
but not EEEVERYOOONE...
so maybe it will be...progress.
i'm writing a lot because i have a lot of homework that i do not want to do.
i'm not that excited for christmas because all our family tradtions are dunzo this year
christmas eve at our old house...new house too small, no nana, we don't talk to those people anymore, not gonna happen
christmas morning at avo's...she sold her house too so i don't know what we're doing
hopefully new years is exactly like last year...good times at maddie's with the midnight kiss i had been hoping for...but of course we all know it's a different boy this year haha.
disneyland monday YYAAAAYY happiness!!
overitkbye ♥lyss