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alright well...I just got my mail and unlike grabbing it like any other day and being like...Brennan, mom, mom, brennan...I got something that completely made my day and realized just how great a friendship I have is
I know I said a lot about me n Matties friendship but the only thing was that I didnt like the fact I didnt hang out with my st columba girls anymore...nothing else do I regret...but Mattie told me the other night she was sending me a card and I was liek uhhh there has to be a point and was begging her to tell me shes like youll see
well i got it today and the front says when you smile, I smile...when you laugh, it makes me laugh...then you open it and it says..let's see what happens when you take your clothes off and the whole thing was filled with a note
" heyyy!
Alyssa..what on earth is up? haha I crack myself up. Nothing here..basicly Im just being GAY by doing this, but this card does have some meaning. I'll get to the point, pretty much I want to thank you. The past year has been a really rough one for me and from day 1 of our friendship you've been there for me. You know how good I am about choosing friends (not very:() but when i chose you, it was a true SUCCESS!! I do not know what is going to happen now that hs has started, but I honestly hope we stay on good terms, cuz 2 bitcches like us need to stay tight. All I ask is that you don't want to ring my neck in a year or two. Oh I can see it now. Alyssa: I fucking HATE Mattie, I hope she chokes and falls. I'm gonna miss you constantly reminding me that Im a whore. I'll miss your cats. I'll miss our late phone calls( my Grandpa wont miss the bill though lol ). I'll miss your advice. I'll miss your awesome mom and even your ASSHOLE brother jking!...I'll miss your horrible..I MEAN WONDERFUL dancing and singing! Peeing outside with you, even sleeping outside with you.
all and All I'm really gonna miss Alyssa Lane Wiggo-shit. Don't forget about your best friend, who else but me?!?!? Remember I'm always here for ya..As long as I don't kill myself over Dexter first.Jking! Whether it's to talk or just hang (maybe you need sum1 to tell ya if your face is orange) I'm your gal! Have a good life BITCH! c ya in Hell! jokin! talk yo ya tonite! <3 ya Alyssa Bff Mattie
I opened that and there really was no point to it but it just made my day...I was sitting in my living room cracking up and got tears in my eyes I decided to leave her an offline and ended up leaving 7 full mesgs on there just about everything...Im really gonna miss mattie, shes like my sister...like I could NEVER have anyone stay the night during the week over the summer cuz my mom and brennan had work and brennan slept downstairs, but my mom always let Mattie stay..and Mattie said my mom down one time and told her she was with my moms bf and he was cheating on her, who else would do that...and even the last time i stayed at her house, my mom wasnt gonna let me stay cuz she was "stressed" so when i gott here my brother took me and mattie took a card to my borther and im like whats that and she wrote my mom a super sweet card..and my mom called back that night and left mattie a mesg on her phone before she went to wisconsin saying "she loved both of us" ...seriosuly who else
in those 7 mesgs i made up my own little quote based off of those " a friend would, and a bet friend would bla blah blah"
"a friend would have not let me drink anymore, would have told me to shower after sitting on the grass to pee, cried and been scared when we got locked out, and disowned me after seeing me puke about 5 times and making ur sister pull over to puke on a highway...but a best friend would have kept drinking with me, would have laughed and told people about me sitting in the grass to piss, cracked up and slept on the porch with me when we got locked out, and just laughed and said ew about puking...and made all this into a good story to tell people WITH me and not about me"
I'm really lucky to have not just Mattie...but all my friends...sometimes I wonder like if theyre such good people, why am I the one who gets to have all of them as my friends...I must do something right because I have the best friends of anyone I can think of...we know how to have fun, we support eachother, and we make life a good time...and I could not ask for one more friend because its perfect the way it is...high school or not...Ill still love them and wont forget the times we HAVE had
my day is made!!! :D and im going to find something to do...ill update soon
peace && love,
Alyy Laneee!