wow, it came so fast
wow, so I've known my last night of summer I was gonna blog about it on here, but when I think its finally here I'm like wow, how time flew!...when I look back, I didn't want to get out of school at all because I was scared of losing my friends, but Ive kept all of those friends still, I'm not dreading this year anymore because me n Bailie thought of the plus side to things, and I had the BEST summer of my life
I wouldn't take anything back...from the beginning of the summer having graduation parties, baseball diamonds, or softball every night...going on the best camping trip ever for fourth of july, hanging out at people's houses, swimming parties at Chuckies, the dells with kaitlyn n mattie was so much fun, riverfest; one of the best weeks of my life, all the new people i've met..ugh everything
it's been so great and I can't believe I wasn't excited I still remember my first day of summer, I went to school and was so tired because I had milton pope graduation and Mattie's party the night before and then I came home and my tv wasn't working so I watched movies, played basketball with Bryan, Joey, Blake, and Michael outside, Maggie n Tash came over and we were gonna go for a bike ride but I couldn't get my bike, and then had a softball game
and I remember last year, I was kind of excited to go back to school I just wanted to see Robbie so bad because I liked him a ton and I stayed at Maggies with Tasha my last night and we talked about how we would be in school in 24 hours and then the next day I went to the mhs picnic and Mark was there and we came to my house and watched boy meets world all day
It's so wierd like people are always like, ughhh i dont want to go back to school but theres always something you are looking forward to, but this year there's not one thing Im looking forward to, I've been dreading this day for a few months...actually there is 1 thing...algebra, because its one less class with miss mcGinnis, its at marquette at the end of the day, and liek my leap boys, Bailie, Stacccciii, and prolly more cool people are in my class and its experience for next year and I'll see my friends over there once in a while
I can't believe I'm in 8th grade, like I know people reading this are probably like 8th grade wooo big deal and I'll think that too soon, but I still remember when my brother was in 8th grade and like all those classes when I was young talking about our 8th grade video and graduating and now that year is here, we rule the schoool...it's my year to go on the ski trip, and all the class trips, confirmation, graduation, all that stuff...and oh yea in 6th grade I remember complaining every lunch ebcause we got our food last and the 8th graders always got it first and we never got the 2nds on good stuff, might not seem like a big deal and really it isn't but its just cool its finally here
ugh idk but I wasn't looking forward to this summer and it ended up being absolutely perfectttt, so hopefully it'll happen again
I'm really glad I stayed to my "i dont want to like anyone or have a boyfriend this summer thing" like I liked Sam at the beginning of summer but got over that fast...and I liked Robbie for a while but I mean I didn't want to go out with him it was just the nautral thing...and now I just gotta find a hott fun 8th grade boy for this yearrrr...woo any suggestions make sure you comment!!!!
Mattie sent me a bunch of kelly clarkson songs to download the other day and I really like this lyric
"what do you do when you look in the mirror, and staring at you is why he's not here"
^ its hott i love it
I'm going to a Gary Allan concert on sept 9th and Im really excited, me n Mattie really liked the song "It's not so bad, you're only the best I ever had...you don't want me back, you're only the best I ever had"...so I told her about the concert and we decided if we still talk and hang out shes gonna come but if not it'll be ackward and gay so I'll find someone else
I can really not believe it's almost been a year since me and Robbie started going out, September 1st...it really seems like so recently...definately not like a year ago...I have a feeling that day is going to be tough for me, whether I like him or not...it just will be, because its him and its everything that happened and everrrything
I'm done with this..now after talking about summer and everything I'm like going to cry and people are talking to meon yahoo...Im sure Ill update a lot more now since Im back in SCHOOOL
peace && love,
alyssaaaa
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last,
wake me up when september ends
summer 2005, its time to say goodbye
...best fucking time of my life!!!!!!!!!