it's been a whileee...
Wow! so it's been a really long time since I've updated. I've been so busy and I guess I kind of just forgot about this. We've had 3 day weekends the past 2 weeks, but I never really do anything anymore. I either had basketball or like cheerleading or something every night but like one and then by that night I don't ever feel like doing anything. i've had to cheer all this weekend for 8th grade. Next weekend 7th grade has a tournament. Then I have thanksgiving break. Plus all those games during the week, so I'm going to be pretty busy even if basketball is done.
I had my last home && actual game for St columba monday. They made extra books with the programs of "chaging through the years" and it had our 5th, 6th, 7th, and 8th team pictures then it had like a quote that said "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" and notes from the coach and quotes on the back. They were so cuteeee! I opened it and got tears in my eyes. Then some of our boys came all dressed up like always. and like we got announced but that was okay. and after the game we won, and i got my goal of 200 points the season, but i started balling and just couldn't stop. Clarisse and me were the only ones crying, but i just couldn't help it. and we went in the locker room and me and ehr just like sat there cuz we didn't want to take off our uniforms until we finally did and we wlaked out and all the boys were out there because they had practice and so many people kept hugging me and like ugh it was not fun. So then i went home and i was fine i guess, but like the next day i was painting my nails and the song came on my cp that was like the last song that played when we were warming up the other night and i started crying again. like im playing in high school, but it'll never be the same, it really hasn't hit me yet that next year EVERYTHING is different, i hate it. I'm such a babyyy! lol
I've been starting to miss my old friends more lately. Like half of them don't even hang out anymore though so it'd like never be the same but i dont know. All my friends from last year everyday are always like "I can't wait till you get to hs next year" and im always like yea me too, but really I don't want to. like two weeeks ago i was talking to Robbie about next year and I'm like if you went to ottawa i'd seriously cry, and he's like no you wouldnt and even if we both go to mhs it still wont be the same well probably barely be in any of the same classes and stuff. and i like started crying. because i know its true and i really just can't imagine life without my best friend. well not really without him, but i know everything will change. more boys for me, more girls for him....and we won't have to rely on eachother being the only normal people in our class and stuff yano. It's just going to be harddd, but it's okay it's a while away.
I've had to cheer all weekend, and so far my boys have had 3 games and they are just kicking ass. They're soo good and they make us look like shit, well like everyone does but especially them! I'm the most like uncheerleaderish person ever though. Instead of like messing up in the middle of the cheer and covering it up i'll just like start laughing and be like umm i messed uppp...but people have told my mom that they think im taking it a lot more seriously then they thought i would=D haha oh well it's a one year thing!
I really do't know what else to update about, we might be going to Peoria for basketball but we don't know yet, and I really hope we do! but i dont know
but so whateverrr I'll update this sometime when i remember
I had my last home && actual game for St columba monday. They made extra books with the programs of "chaging through the years" and it had our 5th, 6th, 7th, and 8th team pictures then it had like a quote that said "don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" and notes from the coach and quotes on the back. They were so cuteeee! I opened it and got tears in my eyes. Then some of our boys came all dressed up like always. and like we got announced but that was okay. and after the game we won, and i got my goal of 200 points the season, but i started balling and just couldn't stop. Clarisse and me were the only ones crying, but i just couldn't help it. and we went in the locker room and me and ehr just like sat there cuz we didn't want to take off our uniforms until we finally did and we wlaked out and all the boys were out there because they had practice and so many people kept hugging me and like ugh it was not fun. So then i went home and i was fine i guess, but like the next day i was painting my nails and the song came on my cp that was like the last song that played when we were warming up the other night and i started crying again. like im playing in high school, but it'll never be the same, it really hasn't hit me yet that next year EVERYTHING is different, i hate it. I'm such a babyyy! lol
I've been starting to miss my old friends more lately. Like half of them don't even hang out anymore though so it'd like never be the same but i dont know. All my friends from last year everyday are always like "I can't wait till you get to hs next year" and im always like yea me too, but really I don't want to. like two weeeks ago i was talking to Robbie about next year and I'm like if you went to ottawa i'd seriously cry, and he's like no you wouldnt and even if we both go to mhs it still wont be the same well probably barely be in any of the same classes and stuff. and i like started crying. because i know its true and i really just can't imagine life without my best friend. well not really without him, but i know everything will change. more boys for me, more girls for him....and we won't have to rely on eachother being the only normal people in our class and stuff yano. It's just going to be harddd, but it's okay it's a while away.
I've had to cheer all weekend, and so far my boys have had 3 games and they are just kicking ass. They're soo good and they make us look like shit, well like everyone does but especially them! I'm the most like uncheerleaderish person ever though. Instead of like messing up in the middle of the cheer and covering it up i'll just like start laughing and be like umm i messed uppp...but people have told my mom that they think im taking it a lot more seriously then they thought i would=D haha oh well it's a one year thing!
I really do't know what else to update about, we might be going to Peoria for basketball but we don't know yet, and I really hope we do! but i dont know
but so whateverrr I'll update this sometime when i remember