nostalgia is in my heart...
You know, it doesn't matter how much I say I've moved forward...
I keep dating guys who are bad for me and bad to me. Guys who don't match up to my "level" and who don't understand me. I keep dating guys in attempts of trying to replace...
well, i think you catch my drift.
It's weird because lately I'm having all these dreams... it happens randomly for no reason. Last night was probably the worst. It wasn't a bad dream, I just woke up feeling really nostalgic and on the verge of tears.
I have to stop, I need to stop. I've moved on. It's been what, 2 years almost?
I keep replaying old memories in my head like a silent film. I see laughter and smiles and endless hugs... i see movies and dances and pictures... i see the bad times, too... the fights and the tears... but they don't matter as much.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one who thinks this way, and often times I come to the conclusion that I must be. I'm way overly nostalgic and sentimental...
I've figured out why the happiness hasn't lasted with the other guys I've dated. I've been trying to find a replacement. I don't WANT a replacement, I want someone to catch my attention in a totally new way... I just want... something... that I...
well, I don't even know what I'm searching for. I guess I'll know when I find it...
I keep dating guys who are bad for me and bad to me. Guys who don't match up to my "level" and who don't understand me. I keep dating guys in attempts of trying to replace...
well, i think you catch my drift.
It's weird because lately I'm having all these dreams... it happens randomly for no reason. Last night was probably the worst. It wasn't a bad dream, I just woke up feeling really nostalgic and on the verge of tears.
I have to stop, I need to stop. I've moved on. It's been what, 2 years almost?
I keep replaying old memories in my head like a silent film. I see laughter and smiles and endless hugs... i see movies and dances and pictures... i see the bad times, too... the fights and the tears... but they don't matter as much.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one who thinks this way, and often times I come to the conclusion that I must be. I'm way overly nostalgic and sentimental...
I've figured out why the happiness hasn't lasted with the other guys I've dated. I've been trying to find a replacement. I don't WANT a replacement, I want someone to catch my attention in a totally new way... I just want... something... that I...
well, I don't even know what I'm searching for. I guess I'll know when I find it...