Another venting session
Well here i go again on the events that have happen once again @_@ . Not in the best of of moods. I should be sinc e i have the weekend till monday night to myself. But with speaking to Matt in the forest today and him whining and complaining yet again how is life is so hard and him talking about sex is all he wants. hell there is more to a relationship than god damn sex. There is alot of things that he needs to do but one thing for sure is to grow the hell upa nd act 30 not 12 * shaking my head* But i have given up and i feel glad that i did caus my heart waits for Shawn to return to states side so i can speak to him yet againn. I am missing him like crazy. But i cant do nothing about it. It is his job.He will be out of the Army in 4 years. so i am happy for that. But how long can a heart wait for the one they love?
He is in my thoughts and my my dreams my heart. Should i be like this ? should I move on and let him know of this. or just keep loving him cause he is who he is.. HE is all i ever wanted ina man. One that has a good head on his shoulder. I good looking man . Good sense of humorBut i will wait as long as it takes. he said he will come to canada and take me away from all of this so we can be happy together^_^. I would love to live a life with him. anyways i going to go jump in the shower and see if i can take off for a few hours tonight. I will keep posting
He is in my thoughts and my my dreams my heart. Should i be like this ? should I move on and let him know of this. or just keep loving him cause he is who he is.. HE is all i ever wanted ina man. One that has a good head on his shoulder. I good looking man . Good sense of humorBut i will wait as long as it takes. he said he will come to canada and take me away from all of this so we can be happy together^_^. I would love to live a life with him. anyways i going to go jump in the shower and see if i can take off for a few hours tonight. I will keep posting