so tired, so.....
i hate when people don't understand me, and i hate having to explain myself because im too confusing for even me to iput into words. i just feel things and i dont know why.
like how i know that my own girlfriend likes someone else more than she cares about me. and yet, i continute to ignore it and still feel the way i do about her.
or how when i think about brandon how i can feel so alone and so complete at the same time.
or how scary i can actually be when im upset.
or how people can really, truly be so clueless to how i feel sometimes.
...life truly suprises me.
i cant wait till she fucking calls me at least.<3
like how i know that my own girlfriend likes someone else more than she cares about me. and yet, i continute to ignore it and still feel the way i do about her.
or how when i think about brandon how i can feel so alone and so complete at the same time.
or how scary i can actually be when im upset.
or how people can really, truly be so clueless to how i feel sometimes.
...life truly suprises me.
i cant wait till she fucking calls me at least.<3