And what would it mean to say, that I loved you in my fashion
Last night was a real eye-opener. It's too premature to go into details, but I was up until 4am talking to my cousin about things. She's been a rock for me the past few weeks. She's been where I am, and she cares enough to tell me the truth. That said, I think my life completely took a turn-around last night. I'm okay with that. I'll get through it. It will be hard at first, but I can't keep sitting in this skin any longer.
Anyway, the majority of last night was good. I met my my cousin, her boyfriend, my friend Amanda, and her fiance at the Ram. I haven't seen Amanda in three years. We used to go out a lot, and then she moved and I met Dave and things just faded. But she found a really good guy and I'm happy for her. I'm going to her bachelorette party next month, and if I can come up with the money I might go to her wedding in Napa Valley in May. I'm supposed to visit Carrie in May as well, but I don't know where those plans stand. I guess it depends on my job/money situation. But we'll see. (Okay, so I'm scared to fly alone.. Maybe I'll be over it by then.)
Tonight, my cousin is coming back over and we're supposed to go out. Ryan said he'd be in town tonight so I'm going to invite him, too. Seems I always find myself needing him when my life takes a turn. I guess that's what good friends are for.. to erase everything you don't want to see.
Anyway, the majority of last night was good. I met my my cousin, her boyfriend, my friend Amanda, and her fiance at the Ram. I haven't seen Amanda in three years. We used to go out a lot, and then she moved and I met Dave and things just faded. But she found a really good guy and I'm happy for her. I'm going to her bachelorette party next month, and if I can come up with the money I might go to her wedding in Napa Valley in May. I'm supposed to visit Carrie in May as well, but I don't know where those plans stand. I guess it depends on my job/money situation. But we'll see. (Okay, so I'm scared to fly alone.. Maybe I'll be over it by then.)
Tonight, my cousin is coming back over and we're supposed to go out. Ryan said he'd be in town tonight so I'm going to invite him, too. Seems I always find myself needing him when my life takes a turn. I guess that's what good friends are for.. to erase everything you don't want to see.