why try
Sometimes it seems like a big black hole. It sucks everything into darkness.
Its funny how one incident can change long term plans in a second. Or when it makes you realize something you already knew but ignored, or hoped wouldnt matter.
Its like a broken record. I kept telling myself the same thing over and over but I was turning down the volume so I wouldnt hear it. Now the sound is up all the way and I cant turn it down anymore. I might as well just accept it and change the record.
I've been feeling so nauseated.
Next week is screwy. I dont know what I'm going to do about it yet. This is nothing.
I wish she would just stop it. Just stop being this way. Sometimes I think it would be better to leave.
Its funny how one incident can change long term plans in a second. Or when it makes you realize something you already knew but ignored, or hoped wouldnt matter.
Its like a broken record. I kept telling myself the same thing over and over but I was turning down the volume so I wouldnt hear it. Now the sound is up all the way and I cant turn it down anymore. I might as well just accept it and change the record.
I've been feeling so nauseated.
Next week is screwy. I dont know what I'm going to do about it yet. This is nothing.
I wish she would just stop it. Just stop being this way. Sometimes I think it would be better to leave.