Lysa - Do your homework
Not a lot to write about today....
Saturday evening I decided that I wasn't going to call Christopher for one week... Midnight Sunday morning until Midnight Saturday night. It isn't going very smoothly. Mainly, I'm trying not to call him because I want him to call me and I get very upset all the time for him not calling me. The thing that makes it so hard is that I come up with excuses all the time to call him. Why doesn't he do the same for calling me. Like, I bought a loaf of bread for BLTs at his house and it is still at his house well I would like it here... I should call him. But I told myself I wouldn't and I haven't except that it is only Monday and I've all ready had to tell myself no several times. I also find myself waiting for him to call me when I know he won't and there really isn't any reason for me to be waiting, like he didn't tell me he was going to call... I just wish that he would. It sucks, I don't like it.
I got my boots today! That was exciting. I feel very relieved because I was stressing over whether they would ever come. The only down fall is that they are tight... width wise. I even got an 8 usually I wear 7.5 and still my wide feet are feeling squished. Chris says they will stretch, I hope so but not too much because then they might be ruined. They are very warm though, I sat in class with them on today and was like wow these are really warm.
I need some serious motivation. The two accounting class I am taking are very difficult, 500 level, and you are really, really supposed to read the book and it seems to be challenging for me... challenging in a bad way. I really need to sit down and force myself to do it. However, I'm behind now, and it takes a lot of time and I get overwhelmed and just feel like doing other things. The plan is to finish typing this, take a shower, trying to read for just under an hour and then go to bed.
I'm very tired today... Over the weekend I did not get enough sleep whatsoever, but last night I was asleep by 11 and couldn't even wake up when my alarm went off at 8... I kept sleeping until 8:45 then I HAD to take a nap today for about an hour, because I just couldn't keep my eyes open. You'd think I'd be awake now, but no. I hope I get enough sleep tonight, because I'll only get 4 tomorrow night since I have to work. I need to shake this, I also had a sore throat yesterday but I kicked it out with my "NO time for colds' medicine. It worked very well except that I think I'm probably run down because I was sick and probably got sick because I was rundown, what a vicious cycle.
okay... Shower now
Special Note: I just wanted to mention that very often when I'm writing and I do it quickly, I tend to leave out nots or is or words that are very important to it making sense. For example I might say I do like cranberries, when what I meant was that I do not like cranberries.
Done Now
With Kisses
Lysa
Saturday evening I decided that I wasn't going to call Christopher for one week... Midnight Sunday morning until Midnight Saturday night. It isn't going very smoothly. Mainly, I'm trying not to call him because I want him to call me and I get very upset all the time for him not calling me. The thing that makes it so hard is that I come up with excuses all the time to call him. Why doesn't he do the same for calling me. Like, I bought a loaf of bread for BLTs at his house and it is still at his house well I would like it here... I should call him. But I told myself I wouldn't and I haven't except that it is only Monday and I've all ready had to tell myself no several times. I also find myself waiting for him to call me when I know he won't and there really isn't any reason for me to be waiting, like he didn't tell me he was going to call... I just wish that he would. It sucks, I don't like it.
I got my boots today! That was exciting. I feel very relieved because I was stressing over whether they would ever come. The only down fall is that they are tight... width wise. I even got an 8 usually I wear 7.5 and still my wide feet are feeling squished. Chris says they will stretch, I hope so but not too much because then they might be ruined. They are very warm though, I sat in class with them on today and was like wow these are really warm.
I need some serious motivation. The two accounting class I am taking are very difficult, 500 level, and you are really, really supposed to read the book and it seems to be challenging for me... challenging in a bad way. I really need to sit down and force myself to do it. However, I'm behind now, and it takes a lot of time and I get overwhelmed and just feel like doing other things. The plan is to finish typing this, take a shower, trying to read for just under an hour and then go to bed.
I'm very tired today... Over the weekend I did not get enough sleep whatsoever, but last night I was asleep by 11 and couldn't even wake up when my alarm went off at 8... I kept sleeping until 8:45 then I HAD to take a nap today for about an hour, because I just couldn't keep my eyes open. You'd think I'd be awake now, but no. I hope I get enough sleep tonight, because I'll only get 4 tomorrow night since I have to work. I need to shake this, I also had a sore throat yesterday but I kicked it out with my "NO time for colds' medicine. It worked very well except that I think I'm probably run down because I was sick and probably got sick because I was rundown, what a vicious cycle.
okay... Shower now
Special Note: I just wanted to mention that very often when I'm writing and I do it quickly, I tend to leave out nots or is or words that are very important to it making sense. For example I might say I do like cranberries, when what I meant was that I do not like cranberries.
Done Now
With Kisses
Lysa