Oct 30, 2006 14:51
I talked to Albs last night....he makes me forget why im so mad and sad. I hate him...cuz he has such a great effect on me..and he has no clue. Last night I told him I just wanted to be friends. He said alright...but throughout our conversation he kept bringing it up...and saying that i knew how he felt about me....and we got into a guy discussion...well me with other guys and i said..." i dont like anyone as more than a friend..i dont see any of my guy friends that way" and then he replied..." uhm..dont you feel that way about me? dont you like me as more than a friend?" hah..i said.." yeah i do...but you already know taht...you dont count" If he loves me so much...why doesnt he show it? he kept saying that he cant be with me..and i told him that he can..he just doesnt want to..and he just kept saying he cant....i would understand if we were hundreds of miles apart...but we're only a 2 hour drive away from each other! I would understand if it was a felipe and his gf situation...she goes to notre dame now...that must be hard...but they're still together! :( why cant that be us? does he not want it enough? I love him. I really do. <3 despite all the bullshit we've been through....i think its time for us to get back together...we both love each other very much...fuck you distance!