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So they say the worlds gonna end soon...it very well should, because everything is fucked up and i cant stand it. Theres a war going on, the ocean is mad and killing people, the earth is heating up....love isnt what it should be anymore. i'm not very happy at all. so much drama. I'm in love with someone who use to be a sweetheart...with someone who use to call me every day just to say that he loves me...hugged me like it was the end of the world...kissed me like it was our last kiss...now he could care less who he makes out with... quit his job...and crashed his car. that would've never happend if he would've stayed in laredo. hes changed into a different person...he use to care about who he kissed...and now its like no big deal to him. im in love with him...im in love with the old albert....and now hes gonna date some girl. im sure of it...if she moves to sa...and im gonna be even more devastated than i already am.... :( fix this...someone...anyone. fix the world. :( or just let it come crashing down...let it cave in...i want to watch it go down and cry as it takes me with it..why?? because i probably deserve it...because im no one special...and no one should feel that way. theres an emptyness that no one but him can fill. and he refuses.