restless.
i feel so unbelievably dizzy and nauseas.
and my back is killing me.
I have mixed feelings about being pregnant. When I talk to people who have had kids, they complain, and I feel sad that I'm not with them, that I'm not bitching about how this will probably ruin my life. Im choosing to look past that part, and make the best out a situation.
But, also, I am apprehensive of bonding with this not-yet-real child-to-be. I don't want to get too attached to being pregnant in case it happens. The first 6 weeks are the most dangerous. I worry, about timing and insurance and money. I'm not brilliantly, blindly optimistic as I was four days ago. In part I blame loved ones for bringing me down.
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and my back is killing me.
I have mixed feelings about being pregnant. When I talk to people who have had kids, they complain, and I feel sad that I'm not with them, that I'm not bitching about how this will probably ruin my life. Im choosing to look past that part, and make the best out a situation.
But, also, I am apprehensive of bonding with this not-yet-real child-to-be. I don't want to get too attached to being pregnant in case it happens. The first 6 weeks are the most dangerous. I worry, about timing and insurance and money. I'm not brilliantly, blindly optimistic as I was four days ago. In part I blame loved ones for bringing me down.
mixed cd's are lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator