[Poems] What Becomes of Me?
Heavy drama.
Beware.
LOLLL.
* * * * *
As I close my eyes at night,
I still can't remove my thoughts of you
Everything about you has been bugging me lately
And it's really driving me crazy.
I tried hard not to fall
Convince myself that you're not important
But one day something snapped within me
You are now inside my mind...
and my heart.
You like her very much, don't you?
And me? A common friend...
Making lame excuses just to talk to you,
To hear your voice, to see your eyes flicker.
I wanted to get rid of this, this poison called
Love. It made me suffer once; am I to suffer once more?
Forcing myself, this is just an infatuation
But sadly, my heart contradicts what my mind is telling me.
I heard that you're leaving
And I try to gather all the courage that I could muster
Your decision is final; no one can stop you from leaving
You're going to another place, and I'm afraid we may never see each other again.
With a heavy heart, I try to smile and give you encouragement
But deep inside, I just want to break down and cry
What can I do? I have no power to stop time even if I wanted to.
And then you'll leave me, broken, shattered, and frail.
And me?
Try to bring back memories...after all, that is only what I had.
Maybe... I'll just dream of you and me,
Until the time comes my wounds are healed.
* * * * *
A.N.: The fic is dedicated to Chester DUH-OFCOURSE XD who I um... *chokedeath*
I so fail at writing poetry. XP. This was written more than two years ago, I think. I can so see the difference in the writing style, lol. My head hurts, if you'll excuse me.
Beware.
LOLLL.
* * * * *
As I close my eyes at night,
I still can't remove my thoughts of you
Everything about you has been bugging me lately
And it's really driving me crazy.
I tried hard not to fall
Convince myself that you're not important
But one day something snapped within me
You are now inside my mind...
and my heart.
You like her very much, don't you?
And me? A common friend...
Making lame excuses just to talk to you,
To hear your voice, to see your eyes flicker.
I wanted to get rid of this, this poison called
Love. It made me suffer once; am I to suffer once more?
Forcing myself, this is just an infatuation
But sadly, my heart contradicts what my mind is telling me.
I heard that you're leaving
And I try to gather all the courage that I could muster
Your decision is final; no one can stop you from leaving
You're going to another place, and I'm afraid we may never see each other again.
With a heavy heart, I try to smile and give you encouragement
But deep inside, I just want to break down and cry
What can I do? I have no power to stop time even if I wanted to.
And then you'll leave me, broken, shattered, and frail.
And me?
Try to bring back memories...after all, that is only what I had.
Maybe... I'll just dream of you and me,
Until the time comes my wounds are healed.
* * * * *
A.N.: The fic is dedicated to Chester DUH-OFCOURSE XD who I um... *chokedeath*
I so fail at writing poetry. XP. This was written more than two years ago, I think. I can so see the difference in the writing style, lol. My head hurts, if you'll excuse me.