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well i woke up this morning feeling like crap. but maybe that was bc last night i slit open my thumb with my knife. i didnt really mean to but i wanted to see how sharp it was. yea its pretty sharp. but the blood was kinda cool. well anyway, i came downstairs to update my LJ and i saw that there were 3 posts from my journal entry last night. there are 2 guys i dont even know who care enough to say something to me about it. i was stunned. i didnt think anyone cared. im glad that i fell asleep before i did anything stupid. bc i would have missed two really caring guys.
if i stop posting for a few days PLEASE DONT FREAK OUT!!! im getting a job and will be training a lot these next few days. so i'll be very tired. hopefully i'll earn enough money to pay for my guitar.
i want to say thanks to everyone who posted something last night (will,adam, and my bff). you guys actually care and i really am thankful for that. will ill take your advice about the rain. i never thought it was sad but i could never put my finger on what it really was. now that you've said that its peaceful and natural, thats what i was thinking but couldnt put it into words. damn this english language. we only get 26 damn letters to express our emtions and people expect us to do it. sorry i started to go off on a tangent.
i dont know what else to say but i want to say more. i just want to sit at this computer and type and type and type. i wish my parents would give me aim but they wont. :'( that way i could get to know the will, and adam better. but oh well. i guess we will just have to continue to talk on here.
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if i stop posting for a few days PLEASE DONT FREAK OUT!!! im getting a job and will be training a lot these next few days. so i'll be very tired. hopefully i'll earn enough money to pay for my guitar.
i want to say thanks to everyone who posted something last night (will,adam, and my bff). you guys actually care and i really am thankful for that. will ill take your advice about the rain. i never thought it was sad but i could never put my finger on what it really was. now that you've said that its peaceful and natural, thats what i was thinking but couldnt put it into words. damn this english language. we only get 26 damn letters to express our emtions and people expect us to do it. sorry i started to go off on a tangent.
i dont know what else to say but i want to say more. i just want to sit at this computer and type and type and type. i wish my parents would give me aim but they wont. :'( that way i could get to know the will, and adam better. but oh well. i guess we will just have to continue to talk on here.
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