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well right now im wishing i was dead. i missed the stimulus concert bc i fell asleep and then couldnt wake up when i did wake up plus my parents went MIA and i dont know where they went and they wont answer there damn cell phone.
i wish that if a guy didnt like a girl he wouldnt act like he likes her just to be nice ya know? i mean come on. if you cant be truthful then you aint got balls. i just wish that that "special someone" that everyone had would come a rescue me from this "wonderful thing" we call life. or just this house.
so many people are going to kill me but i wish we still had school. it was the only time i really got to hang out with people. and now i cant see anyone because they are all either on vacation or working. and i have a job but it hasnt started yet. not for a few more weeks.
i love this little journal thing.
I’m Sorry
I never knew
How you felt
Until it happened
To me
I just want
To say one thing
Its worse than
Getting punched
Or slapped
Its so hard
To realize
I did that too
How heartless
I must have seemed
You gave me
EVERYTHING
And I just
Pushed it away
I gave him
Everything
He just pushed
It away
Like I didn’t matter
That damn ******
I hope he
Gets his own
You were the
BEST THING
That ever happened
To me
I just
Pushed you away
I guess I want
To say
You deserve better
Better than anyone
Can ever give you
I never knew
How you felt
Until it happened
To me
I just want
To say one thing
I’m sorry!
** If anyone wants to comment on this that would be great!**
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mysterious