Aug 06, 2004 16:44
FALL. sometimes i fall so fast. when i hit the bottom, you're all i have..
i can't get him off my mind. i've been thinking about him non-stop. i haven't heard his voice in forever and it's driving me crazy. i keep picking up the phone ready to dial his number but i just can't. there was so much i wanted to tell him, so much i wanted him to know. but now i've got this gut feeling, this unexplainable instinct telling me not to; and now, i don't think i'm going to. i just don't want to regret it in the end.
i've come to the realization that i am much more in love with being in love, than i really am with you. the feeling i get when thinking about how well you know me and that you would do anything to make me happy could brighten up the darkest skies. i've called you countless nights crying my eyes out and you never made me feel like i was bothering you; even if it was 1 in the morning. knowing that someone, especially someone like you, cares about me this much..i just couldn't ask for more. words cannot come even close to describe how much i love you. every day of my life would be entirely different if it were not for you. i don't know where i would be. i can count on you for anything and i'm the luckiest girl in western new york. i've been blessed with a lover, a best friend, and more importantly, my own guardian angel. thankyou for everything.
then the phone rings and i hear you, in the darkness, there's a clear view because you've come to rescue me..