Jesus
Things are really not good here. Moms best friend has cancer, she didnt leave her room today, not once. I dont really know what to do to help her, I'm scared too. Kathy has been there my whole life, her daughter katie is my oldest friend. We played together as babies, Kathy is the same as a mom to me. After all this stuff with *the most horrible job i have ever had* organic to go and lisa and getting fired and my paycheck being wrong and her not showing up for the meetings SHE scheduled... ugh. anyway. and now *yet again* there is all this stuff with my dad. the bane of my existence. Brother has to move back home *again* and I feel so bad for him. (also not looking forward to losing my privacy again but I'll deal). Half my family isn't speaking to the other half but for some reason they are all speaking to me which puts me horribly and awkwardly in the middle... thanks autie j for sending no one but me an awkward passive aggressive happy easter email. thanks cousins for not returning any of the 230498435708 calls you got from the rest of my family but calling me to come babysit. *head desk* I have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that things are about to get a lot worse before they get any better. I am a good person, I have good friends, I have a good family, I don't mean to complain, or to sound ungrateful. I guess I just need to get used to the fact that my life is complicated. Welcome to the real world right? reality bites. This just sucks, send me good thoughts friends and neighbors, I'm going to need them, it looks like things are going to get pretty rough.