Tough Times
Who knew finding a job would be so hard? im honestly a little afraid these days. im hoping this restaurant thing works out, because as much as i love my friends i cant depend on them for jobs. i know jessica wants to help and that job opportunity is a good one, but she has her own things going on and i cant expect her to solve my problems. i wish that benefit job would have worked out, but in all honesty until i figure out what im really passionate about its just a job. ive been reading this book called what color is your parachute, apparently it worked really well for my brother but its just not helping me. i wish i could just figure out what i want to do. i dont like floating through life, i want to be really passionate about something. I really want to get my life in order, i spent a lot of time getting my mind in order, now its time for the rest of it.