the light shines through

[lyriclyinclined]

and for the first time in a very long while, i woke up happy, for no reason. my room smells like christmas... and the smell of fall outside has lifted my mood. im in a good mood, and for as long as i can get it to im going to make it last. im done with caring so deeply...worrying all the time. i think a big part of this new found happiness has to to do with a talk i recently had with a friend, who is much wiser than me in regards to dealing with death... because finally my aunts sucide feels less like something she did to us. tonight is cursive with molly... and i cant wait!!! i know im going to have fun, and hell... i get to see cursive!! days like this should last and last and last. ive never been so happy to just be happy. it feels like forever since i woke up in a good mood.

p.s. you know what helps good moods... tiny lego spiderman figurines. yup, thats necessary.