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less self-consciousness, more carelessness and impulsivity, more unexpected consequences, more self-consciousness.
more self-consciousness, more cautiousness, less happiness.
i don't know. what kind of sacrifices i should be making. what i should prioritize.
all i know is that there is a familiar scent of fear with the newfound discomfort with loneliness and silence.
fluctuating between two extreme preferences, my moods are chaotic and no one can keep up.
my own greed is trying to split me in half.
alone again?
what kind of transformation is this?
confidence is diving. i hate this.
more self-consciousness, more cautiousness, less happiness.
i don't know. what kind of sacrifices i should be making. what i should prioritize.
all i know is that there is a familiar scent of fear with the newfound discomfort with loneliness and silence.
fluctuating between two extreme preferences, my moods are chaotic and no one can keep up.
my own greed is trying to split me in half.
alone again?
what kind of transformation is this?
confidence is diving. i hate this.